I am contagious.

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by Cynitha

by Cynitha

"I am contagious, I am breaking down

I am nothing, I am no one's fault
I am contagious, I am plagued with lies
Flesh of our fathers, I am no one's fault"

I am contagious, and yes, I'm breaking down. Toxic, if you will. Encouraging others to play make believe with me. Dragging them along with me, on a trip that could be their last. I don't want to be this way. Mind a million miles high from where it's suppose to be. The problem is not getting there, it's coming back.

"Who am I to infect something that was once so innocent? Human."

I am my own fault, I wish someone would take ownership of my violations. It would relief me from my own trials of transgressions. Mentally beating myself up over being human, weak to my own self. Myself that will die soon, and with time become unknown.

"So is this really worth it?"

"Mr. Man, I know your inbox is filled. But why create something you know will fail?" It's a dark, deep hole I seem to be going down. I'll die before it does.

"Why do I entertain this?"