Reasons why you came here start rushing through your head.. and you start to remember why you wrote this blog... why I wrote this blog... We were at a party Ethan and I and he told me he found someone else but wanted to stay friends because I'm one of the best things that has ever happened to him... I stupidly said sure thing while trying not to break down on this random guys futon, He said "Cool and hey Even though were just friends I still love you." Those words still linger in my head... Relating to reason number 2 "to get over past lovers" that's a lie, you can never get over the special ones, the ones you thought you would have something special with. you just live with it and eventually stop crying about it...
