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spiderboy do you wanna grab some dinner with haz and i tonight?
love uhhh are you sure that harrison wants me to come? he's not my biggest fan
spiderboy i know. that's why i've been talking things through with him about us. he doesn't like it but he'll support it and won't complain or outright act against you because he knows that you make me happy and that we're not rushing into anything
love awe i make you happy??
spiderboy is that all you took from my long ass text?
love of course not! it's not the one im focusing on because i like it. and it's super embarrassing for you
spiderboy how? you're my boyfriend? of course you make me happy, why else would i be with you
love pity for a mess? idk. community service to show how good of a person you are, dating someone like me
spiderboy mitty...
love haha im totally kidding and don't actually have issues like that or anything. like what???
spiderboy mitty
spiderboy we should talk. or at least if you don't want to talk to me, talk to someone who will listen and help you
love that's why i have my friends and river. they help me. but i have been thinking about getting a therapist once filming is over...
spiderboy that sounds great! if you need a therapist i can give you one's number. i used to go when i first got the role of spiderman and there was a lot going on. and if she doesn't help you, you can always find someone else. i'll help
[MITTY IS DEEPLY TOUCHED]
love thanks tom. really. i think i need to. i don't really work out the issues i have, just acknowledge that i have them which is clearly not enough. i'll take you up on your offer
spiderboy of course. im always willing to help you, mitty
love thanks, that means a lot to me. and im thinking of making a new insta account after i deleted my other one...
spiderboy i saw that. if you don't mind me asking, why did you?
love i couldn't handle it anymore. i mean, im used to hate and posting things that i regret later and deleting just the post. but it was after harrison reached out to me
spiderboy harrison reached out to you?
love yeah. he said that you gave him my number
spiderboy i never did that
love that liar
love but no really. he told me that i was being an ass and had really hurt you and that you felt bad after a post i made with the caption 'king of mistakes'
spiderboy oh
love sorry. it wasn't really about you, it was about my own issues and thinking that i ruined our relationship after everything i did and not even knowing what i wanted. king of mistakes. but i really hated that i hurt you and all that so i just deleted my account. i couldn't take it anymore, knowing that i hurt you like that
love so i deleted it but i think i should make a new one. i don't wanna use it all the time and i'll probably delete the app right after i make the account but i need to post one thing. i just need to sure one thing with the world and then i think i'll begin to be okay
spiderboy i think that it's good you aren't on social media anymore. i saw what everyone was saying and what it was doing to you and i hated it. it's good if you don't have that outlet open for people to say that shit and for you to see it
love yeah. it's done a number on me. i actually believed some of the things the people said about me. and you know what makes it worse? it's because people see river and think she was working freely. that she wasn't bound by a contract from that bitch rachel and that she really did want to ruin people's lives. she didn't. she was just stuck with no choice. but no one cared. no one even cared when it got out that she was fired from rachel because she was starting to defy her, that even oliver - who was she trying to get back under the ropes of rachel because that bitch told her to do it - make a statement defending her
love but no. no one cared and now she's not even sure if she wants to go back into acting. i want her to because i know she loves acting but then again i want her to stay so far away because of everything they say about her even when it wasn't her fault
spiderboy im sorry
spiderboy i feel bad for you. so bad. and for river too. but i don't really know what else to say, i've never been in a situation like that
love count that as a good thing. i wish river never had to go through all of this
spiderboy and i wish people didn't blame you for everything
love thanks but there's nothing you can do about it
