「 𝙙𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙮 」park jimin (EDITING)

daddy14 ; [ neara's pov ]

I know.

Appa is just a dishwasher at the small Restaurant near to our house.

He's a driver.

A house seller.

and sometimes...

Janitor and story teller.

I do know that he's not telling the truth. But, did I ever replace him? Did I ever felt embarassed towards my friends since that is his job?

He's sweet.

The most handsome

and kindness.

But, everything has changed.

When she enter our peaceful life.

She is Huang Jamile.

I know that there's something on her, based on how she look, how she wear clothes and stuffs.

She's different.

She's mysterious.

I need to know everything about her.

But how?  I hate her and I never talk to her.

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A foot steps was walking closer to my room. I simply stop and someone knocked to my door.

"Neara.. it's Appa" he said while knocking at the door. I dare not to open it, "can you open the door baby girl?" he asked me.

"Don't call me your baby. It's your Jamile, right?" I yelled at him. I hit the door using my slippers.

He stop knocking and heard his footsteps, walking away.

I know Appa.

I'm selfish.

I'm bad.

I'm not the daughter that you know.

But it hurts.

It hurts me a lot.

Seeing you with her.

Seeing her with you.

I'm here.

Alone, without you.

I miss you.

Please, comeback.

I need you, Appa.

I need the old you.

I will never ever be complete without you.

Can he choose?

between me and her?