Dear best friend I hope that your good genuinely good since you've been gone it has not been easy but I want to say thank you even though it broke me into a million pieces when you left I want to say thank you even though I miss you every day I want to say thank you thank you for inspiring me inspiring me to face my fears you make me want to be better you make me want to work on myself and even though doing this without you by my side is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do I'm doing it and I wish you could see me I wish you could be here to see me transform into this new person but your not here I just hope you're proud of me I'm not mad I'm just... in pain but what's the sun without a little rain right I once told you I could conquer the world with just one hand as long as you were holding the other now all I have is the thought of you holding it but I will still conquer the world no matter where you are I will stay strong and stand tall because I know you wouldn't want to see me fall whatever success I'm celebrating I will always think of you first because you're my biggest inspiration and I want you to be proud of me I just want you to be proud of me..... but I want you to keep going too I want you to win even though I can't be there to celebrate with you I want you to love yourself I want you to be yourself be the light you want to see in the world you have everything that you need inside of you but you know that I told you more than enough but I want you to always remember I hope you remember my words when you feel alone I hope you remember all the words I told you when you were down on yourself and I hope you'll find the strength to pick yourself back up if you ever fall I know you can I know you will the person that I saw inside of you can handle it all you're strong you're intelligent you're wonderful you can move mountains if you want to you should believe in yourself because I believe in you and no matter what happens no matter what you do no matter where you are in the world and no matter where I am I will always love you and that will never change maybe I am the sun and your the moon but even they can be seen together in the same sky sometimes until we meet again take care
You left like a smoke.... ;(
