The lost Princess (BTS ff)

Chapter 9.5

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I look at them from the window of my room, their disgusting, I mean sure Jimin is my favourite dongsaeng and such but I can't take it to see my friend going on a dinner date with my one and only love

you know it hurts like hell, I feel like my heart is about to burst, do you know I'm hurt when she was kidnapped?? I was so worried I was gonna die, but now when she is back some one will take her away again

I move away and looked at the photo book that she gave us when we were little, it's the color white and in the front it said YoonYoon Oppa

I was tearing up, but I forced myself not to cry, she still haven't remembered us, so she wouldn't know about our promise

if anything, I would've walked with her when she was getting kidnapped maybe that way she will be safe and be here with me and not him

I look at the time and saw it's already 11:00 'wow 2 hours of just standing here and watching them' I thought

sometimes I wondered what would it be like if I was kidnapped, would they look for me? would I end up with a very hard life? I don't even know

I wish I wasn't so cold on her first day that way she wouldn't think of me as a rude person, maybe just maybe I can act kind to her, but then again I need her to hate me so I can get rid of these feelings

"I need to get rid of these feelings." I said as I sigh

but I know it's a very hard thing to do.............

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Yoongi hyung hasn't come out of his room eversince we arrived from school, I know he's going through a hard time and he needs space

maybe I shouldn't go to his room now, maybe a little space is all he needs then he feels better

I'm just hopeful something happens to make him   feel a lot better because if not I'll find a way.

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Hiiiiioi guuuuuuys I'm back again and this time with a suuuuuuper short update I deeply apologize

Joesonghamnida *bows*

anyways I actually have an excuse this time, we actually have practice rn and next week because in Oct. 22 is the first day of intrams if u dunno what intrams is ot's basically a week without lessons and is filled with fun games that I will never play cuz imma be on ma phone and doin nothin' anyways yess the practice is for a cheer dance last year was a festival dance don't ask me why, thanks to practice my whole body hurts like hell like it's aching everywhere and I couldn't think cuz' I'm thinking about the choreography it's somewhat hard so yeah and plus I'm having a lot of difficulties when I went out the hospital, I sweat easily, I don't get hungry, I am having trouble with my memorization skills so yeah but don't worry I'm getting the hang of it

p.s. I just found out that this is shorter than the Characters part hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahah

if you want some answered questions you can ask me anything thank u

have a gud laip👋👋👋👋😙😙😙😙😙-민재