Deep down

Mike

My POV the whole story*
"Hey mom where are we headed?" I ask after my mom telling me multiple times already "just Walmart" she answers in her normal tone.  "Hey Hannah?" She says in a smaller voice, "yeah?" I say wondering what will come out of her mouth next.  "Your dad and I are splitting up, I'm with a guy named mike from my work, you may have met him a couple of times". I sit in the car speechless, both my sister lily, and I. I feel broken now.  My little brother Jonny he's just four, doesn't quite understand and simply thinks of it as a friend. Once we get home I go straight to my room. My mom said that my mom and dad will live in the house and raise me and my two siblings except mike just plays as a boyfriend not a dad but a boyfriend. Once I'm in my room I pinch myself on my wrist until I bleed. So when someone asks what happened I just say oh it's a bug bite that I picked at. It was not the truth but I was sad. I do this to myself so I have more physical pain then mental. But when I do self harm myself I make it small so it's not suspicious that I do self harm, just something simple but painful— hey guys I'll be posting daily about this but this is a true story and I am ten right now and happened when I was nine but I hope I can help you guys when I post a little more.