Vertigo

Vertiginous Is a Big Word For My Degrading Mind

Slowly opening my weary eyes, I look around only to, once again, see the room gyrate around me. The ceiling seems to be closer to me than the floor. Walls pulling and twisting that makes my head feels light and disoriented. The ceiling becoming the wall and the wall becoming the floor. My body is pulled into the middle of the pool of confusion.

This has been happening for a week now, I don't understand why but each night it seems to get worse. Sometimes I feel as if I'm floating up from my bed. The colors of my bedding and carpet swirling around each other as my eyes struggle to see straight. Not moving makes it as if I'm laying on restless waves. Even with my eyes closed I feel as if I'm spinning inside my own mind.

I feel just on the brink of fainting, but my body refuses. My whole sense of reality is becoming as I see my room; a vertiginous complex.