𝕭𝖀𝕷𝕷𝖄 𝖃 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗 (𝕾𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖙 𝕾𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘) 18+

Gary X Genderless!Reader (Fluff)

Your POV

Mr. Crabblesnitch didn't know where I should go, since I'm not a boy, nor a girl...but, he instead gave me a choice if I wanted to be in one of them.

It's sort of obvious I went for the boys dorm, it seemed a lot more cooler than the girls' dorm in my opinion.

"Hey its the flat chested boy." I hear Bucky laugh.

"Fuck off woodchuck." I flip him off.

"Oh shit man." I hear Ted laugh loudly.

'Pricks.' I say to myself.

I walked to my dorm to see my room as a mess.

'I might as well.' I say and went to turn on my speaker. I pugged in my phone and played SAD! by that one legend XXXTENTACION.

(R.I.P. X)

Gary's POV

I'm surprised that kid Y/n chose to be here in the boys dorm, I thought they were gonna choose to be in the girls dorm, smells better than here I guess.

I hear XXXTENTACION playing. It was Y/n, they're obviously next to my room.

2 minutes later...

Is that BoyPanda?

'This kid knows some...interesting music.' I say while staring at the wall. For some reason.

I keep feeling like I can't live a normal life. Everyone thinks I'm a bad person, I'm just a goddamn sociopath. I'm crazy.

I'm insane.

Everyone hates me because my sanity is gone.

I'm gone.

I'm not normal...

Then I hear another song.

I actually liked Y/n, despite how much I disrespected the fact they don't have a gender. I love them, but the question if they like me the same way based on how they see me.

Maybe I should go see them. I wipe a tear from my face from my thoughts and get out my room.

Your POV

I was playing Crossfire by Stephen until I heard a soft knock on my door. I turned off my music and opened the door to see Gary standing against the wall.

"Oh..u-um..hey Gary what's up...?" I blush a little.

"I just...wanted to see you, what you're up to. You seem busy." He says hi.

"Wanna come in? I'm not that busy." I step aside for Gary to come in.

"Wait, really..I-I mean yeah sure, thanks." He gets up and shyly comes in. My heart was racing, I had a feeling something good or bad might happen. I never let Gary inside my room, so it just made me feel more awkward.

"You okay?" He looks at me furrowing his eyebrows a little. Why is this guy so damn hot

LORD HELP ME!!!!

"It's..k-kinda stuffy. Hold on." I say. Instead I run into the wardrobe. How the fuck-

I hear Gary snort and laugh.

"Oh god you okay Y/n?" He grabs me by the arms to help me up whist laughing.

"Yeah I'm ok." I laugh while trying to get on my feet.

"Aww Y/n you hurt on the nose? Lemme see." I feel Gary rub my softly on the shoulder and try to look at nose. "Ok, no blood, good."

"What's up with you G? You're not normally like this." I cross my arms and look at him curiously.

"I don't know, to be honest. I really don't." He looks down at his feet.

"I'll get the window." I say trying to get the window open.

Gary's POV

My thoughts are convincing  me to do something.

Do it. You should tell them.

What will they think? You won't know unless you try.

They'll probably understand.

They understand you more than anyone else in this school.

Tell them, they will still love you.

Fuck it I'm telling Y/n.

"Y/n...I think I'm crazy. Right after I got off some stupid medication." I sit on Y/n's bed.

"I don't see you as crazy. But I see you as someone...broken...incomplete in some way." They say.

"What do you think of me? As in how do you see me?" I feel them sit down with me.

"Sweet, funny, caring, mean sometimes, but deep down I know there is a rare human being under all the hardness and depression." I feel Y/n hug me. I feel so comfortable, I feel so loved and my heart is beating like crazy.

"Gary?"

"Hm?"

"Your heart is beating like crazy, are you alright? Are you scared?" Y/n asks me. Why are they so cute and so nice to me?

"It's something I haven't really experienced in my life." I look down at their hand. "Something couples experience. Love, affection, I don't think I fully understand it, nor do I think I ever will."

"You know you can tell me anything that's on your mind, I'll be here to listen to you, and I wouldn't judge you for anything. I don't think you're some full on sociopath, even when people claim you are, I see you as someone special...handsome, someone with a big heart, I feel like everything about you is just perfect, you tend to make me laugh when I'm down, even though we've known each other for several months. We have nearly everything in common. Everything I just love about you, and I don't think anything can change that. Overall, I have too many feelings for you Gary Smith." They look down. Their hands were just covered up with their sleeves, made them cuter.

"Y/n." I break the silence.

"What?"

I turn their head and plant a soft but passionate kiss on their lips. No hesitation. Their lips were so soft and warm and I couldn't take mine off theirs.

I stopped kissing Y/n after a few seconds of it.

"I feel the same way." I say cuddling them. "I don't feel like I'm insane. Not like I used to be."

"No?" They cuddle me.

"You completed me." I kiss their cheek.

"I did? That's cute coming from you..."

"O-Oi I'm not that cute.."

"You are G."

"I love you too much Y/n."

"I love you more Gary."