After 'Cut' is Called, a Sprousehart Story

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~Lili's p.o.v.~

Cole asked if I can stay at my place tonight. But how am I going to do that? I can't be by myself right now. I canst sleep when I'm alone and I am so scared I am going to have an anxiety attack when I am alone and I won't be able to do anything to get out of my anxious state. So, I say to Cole "I can but can you stay over too?" then her turns to me and gives me a look. I am not sure how to read this look but I take it as a no and turn and look at my hands which are in my lap and play with my fingers. COLE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING!

~Cole's p.o.v.~

When Lili asked if I could stay over too I knew something was wrong right away. I stayed quiet trying to process all the different possibilities on my head. Then I finally saw a car going out of a spot on the street so I pulled in there and stopped. I turned to Lili and said "what's going on Lils?" she didn't look at me. "Lils please, I need to know so I can help you." Then she looked at me. She had tears in her eyes and it broke my heart into a million pieces. "Cole I... I... I get anxiety attacks when I am alone and its bad Cole, it's really bad," tears come to my eyes as she says this. I begin to think about everything that has happened and everything she had told me before. I thought that she was getting better and that it wasn't as bad anymore. She told me she was okay. But she wasn't. "Lili, what's causing them?" I ask her hoping that it doesn't trigger anything. "they are about anything from being alone and feeling unwanted to fans coming up to me and wanting my autograph when I am at the store. I just feel like I am drowning but when I am with you, your keeping me afloat." When she said that I must into tears not realising what had been going on in her life. Then I begin to think about all the thing I have put her through in the last couple of days and how that would have affected her. Then she turned my head to face her as I was just blankly staring out the windscreen and she said to me "none of this is your fault, you are the one that is getting me through all of this. You may not realise what you are doing to help, but when take my hand you are guiding me on the right path, when you wrap your arms around me, you are pulling me out of the unhealthy world and pulling into our own, and when you kiss my lips, every time you kiss my lips, you are telling me that you love me."

This breaks my heart but also makes my day at the same time. I look directly into Lili's eyes and say "I will stay with you any and every night or day that you need me to be there." She looks at me with fullness in her eyes as if to say thank you without any words. Then we continued driving and we held hands the rest of the way.

Once we got to set we both went to hair and makeup and luckily the others were here today. We went in and sat in our makeup chairs that were next to each other and we both went on our phones. We sent a few messages to each other here and there but not too much and we made conversation with the people around us. I was talking to KJ, Charles and Casey and Lili was talking to Mads, Cami and Vanessa. Then once our hair and makeup was done we had some time to kill and we were all filming a scene in the school so we decided to go there and sit in the 'common room'.

This chapter is dedicated to @p.rettylittleriverdal.e because she is just so amazing and kind. Everyone should go and check out her Instagram and her page and follow them!Sorry, this chapter was short but I am working on some more.

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