I'm in love with my TWIN (jake)

Chapter 4

Omg I kissed him, I can't believe it I kissed JAI.

I pulled away from a very shocked jai, I just stood there not knowing what to do, eventually I snapped back into reality and ran, I ran out the front door with a jai shouting for me to come back.

I ran for what seemed for hours but was atually for half and hour, I ended up at the Bar, a good place to numb the pain I am feeling right now.

Hours pass and I'm drunk as fuckkk, all I remember was having my first few shots and first drink! I'm dancing on the dance floor when some one who comes in that looks excacly like jai, I walk up to the person and see him the boy i kissed, he sees me and a flash of worry crosses his face. He sees the state I'm in and asks "how much have you drunk luke" and I as best as I could awnsered him "i h-ha-have onl-only t-the-three d-drinks j-jai" he sighs knowing I'm lying, picks me up and walks out of the club.

I wake up the next morning with a banging headache and a really wierd icky feeling in the pit of my stomach, at that exsact moment I throw up all over the floor, I hear the door open and shut and jai walk in the room with the boys not far in his heels, he gives me a glass of water and some tablets and tells me to lay down and he cuddles with me.

I wake up and jai is clinging on to me like a baby sloth and I smile, he wakes up about 30 minutes later, he turns around smiles at me, I get up at walk into the living room to see baniel making out on the couch and james watching the TV. I sit down and jai comes in not long later with wet hair, new clothes and clean, he goes over to james and I see something I did not expect to see, JAI AND JAMES kissed and do you know what the worst part of it was james knows I like no LOVE jai and here he goes dating my only love!

Hey hey hey I told you I would make it longer hope you like it and poor lukey! xx anyway I will update more tomorrow xxellenxx