october 15
i'm tired of sitting alone at night
cause all i think of is you.
and what we could've had
and what we could be doing
and how we could be
and how much we could love each other
all of these things we could do together cross my mind always.
i'm too scared to admit how much i love you and it feels like the beginning all over again.
i ignore that massive crush i have on you in order to stay sane, but you're the only thing that kept me sane.
you were the light at the end of the tunnel that kept growing, but instead of growing. that light is getting smaller now.
you were the fuel to my fire. you kept adding more fuel to keep me going. to make sure i was never small.
you were the hand i'd reach out to when i fell down that massive hole i dug myself into.
i just wish i knew how to bring back what we had.
cause all i want is you.
all i need is you.
i hope you're thinking the same
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i'll tell you this and it's between us only so shhhh
the long chapter will have sungie so he'll be back don't worry.
hyunjins thoughts may or may not be the next chapter to follow up on this.
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