Rose Petals

My Life

Well.. first off, it's not that interesting. Basically your average life.
But, if you insist.. Sure, I'll tell you about it.
It started when I was born—
C'mon, you wanted to hear my life story.
Alright, alright.
Ok, let me try this again.
Ahem,

My name is Connor Thrills.
I am 15, about your average height.
I have a little brother named Joseph.
And I have extremely religious parents.
I just don't have an interesting childhood, ok?
But..
There is one thing most people don't know about me.
I'm bisexual.
Now, flashback to 'I have extremely religious parents' part.
Yea..
You can probably see where this is heading.
By now, only one person knows I'm bisexual, and that's my best friend, Jason.
Jason is the only person I can be myself around.
..And probably the only person that accepts me that way.
In fact, I feel more 'at home' with Jason than I do at my own house.
It's not to the point where I'm just like 'Jason is my everything, blah blah cheesy shit'
And that's probably because..

...

..He is.

Anyways, ya think that having religious parents means your family would be loving and kind, true Christian love or something like that, correct?
Wrong.
My dad is basically a grown man that never left his edgy teen phase thinking everyone's out there trying to get him, my mom overworks herself and if you do ONE thing wrong or forget to do ONE thing she will always be like "Blah blah blah I raised you differently I can't believe your treating me like this", and Joseph is annoying as FUCK, and still gets favored.
And me?
I don't have an impact on anything here.
Ya try proving a point to your mom, it's labeled back talking, and I don't even say anything to my dad out of fear of how he's going to respond.
And when you try to say something, ANYTHING, to Joseph, he turns it back on you and tries to start an argue meant before blaming it on you. Try apologizing? Makes it worse. He goes and tries to say that your not actually sorry cause is you were 'actually sorry' you'd go and blah blah blah.
So.
Yea.
So.. what do I do about this?
Nothing.
Sure, sometimes my family sucks, but the fact that there are people out there with worse family problems..
..is what makes me thankful for them.
Now, I'd like to think that my mom is trying to keep the family together, but she's like me.
She doesn't try to prove her point.
My dad complains about everything and everyone he can think about.
Joseph..
You know..
A fucking annoying little brother.

So, I'm lazy, and apparently a genius that doesn't want to do anything right.

Anyways, let's talk about school.

School. A nightmare.
I'd have to say, I get semi-good grades,
But let's talk about classmates for a moment.
So, there's Chad, he's a redhead with blue eyes and he's a fucking douche and won't hesitate to turn on
you.
I know because..
Ugh— do I have to say this?
..I..
Actually used to be with him.
For a week or so, everything was going nicely until he decided to become a control freak.
That only lasted for a couple..
Weeks?
Sorry, I don't keep track of things like this.
I'd rather have my memory wiped of it.
Anyways, I broke up with him.
Mostly because Jason put his foot down and told me I had to.
At first, Chad was angry.

Second, he was angry.

Third, still FUCKING angry.

And I started to think I made the wrong choice.
But now, I'm glad I did.
CAUSE HES STILL FUCKING ANGRY.
'Oh, Connor, you don't know what your missing out on'
U H
B I T C H
YEA, I DO
A DOUCHE

I FEEL BAD FOR YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND
YOU SHOULD TOO
THAT IS, IF YOU FEEL FUCKING EMOTION
He also told me he was bisexual.
Which, he is probably not.
I think he just hooked up with me because he was bored or some shit.

Anyways, let's talk about his girlfriend for a moment.
Helen. She has long, curly, light brown hair that goes down just below her shoulders with brown eyes.
Helen is actually one of my semi-friends.
She's really nice.
And that's why I'm worried.
So, somewhere around last week I texted her talking about my experience as Chads Ex.
And that's when she admitted she was scared of him.
I mean, I can't blame her.
She told me she'd break up with him.
She still hadn't, and I have a feeling she won't any time soon..
So that's why I'm kind of worried about her.

Anyways, let's move on.
Mary. Mary has blond hair about shoulder length that's normally in a braid and green eyes.
Mary is fucking annoying.
Kind of like that one weirdo who confesses their love for you every day of your life.
Except, she doesn't do that to me.
She does that to Jason.
Jason.
And she also starts rumors.
Lots of them.
Like, the rumor that Martha is transgender.

Speaking of Martha, let's move on to her. She has dark brown hair that goes down to her back, but she talks about getting it cut all the time.
She also has brown eyes.
Martha is one of my exes.
But we're still friends.
We broke up cause it turns out, she's a lesbian.
She is probably the only person my parents knew I was with.
CAUSE IM SURE AS HELL NOT GONNA TELL THEM ABOUT MY
BOYFRIENDS.
Anyways, she's sarcastic and doesn't give a shit about what people think of her.

And I already told you about Jason.
My best friend. He has green eyes and fluffy, dark brown hair.
He's funny, and obsessed with Hamilton.
Basically perfect.
And he has two moms.
Something I'm very jealous of, because both of them are hilarious.
He's adopted, but that doesn't seem to change how perfect he is.
But no ones perfect.
I'm not, he's not.
Its kinda weird how there are two very popular sayings, both of them are true, but you can only pick one.
It's either 'No ones perfect'
Or 'Your perfect just the way you are'.
They contradict each other.
The answer, really, is optional.
There is no true answer.
It just depends on what you think.
Its just.. weird.
Anyways, that's my life.
See you guys late—
I just forgot throughout this whole book I'm not supposed to be talking directly to the reader.
Uh, forget all of that.

Anyways.
Uh.. the end?

Sorry, I don't know how to close chapters.

So, that's it! Hope y'all liked it so far.
Sorry about the kinda short chapters.
I'll work my way up to longer ones.