MY ABBUSIVE HUSBAND

MY ABBUSIVE HUSBAND: MESSAGE'S AND WALLPAPER[5]

👉The Greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have👈

Omri's POV

Ng maggising ako ay ramdam ko yung paga ng mata ko dahil sa pagiyak

Bumango ako sa pagkakahiga at pumasok sa cr

Ng tingnan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin malapit sa sink

Sheet i look like a zombie
My hair is mess my eyes is like an eyes of a zombie my mascara scattered all over my cheeck

Im totally a zombie

Agad akong naligo

Nagbihis lang ako ng shorts at spaghetti strap then a bunny inside slippers

Pagkalabas ko tyaka ko lang natanong sa sarili ko kung
Umuwi ba si raziel dito?

At sumagot ako sa sarili kong tanong

Aba kamalayan and i need an answer with that

Bumaba ako sa hagdan pagdating ko sa sala ay nakita ko si raziel na mahimbing na natutulog sa couch

The pain yesterday suddenly came back

He didnt manage to go upstairs in our room to sleep

Kailangan ko ng paraan para mapilitan syang matulog sa kwarto kasama/katabi ko.

I kiss him sa cgeecks and im thankful na hindi sya nagising

Napabaling naman ako sa table sa sala kung saan nakalagay ang cp nya umilaw yun kinuha ko yun making that i dont make some noise

Laking pasasalamat ko na wala itong password kaya mabilis ko itong nabuksan sa isang swipe lang

Pero i regret that i open it i see his wallpaper it him and amara they are kissing in the picture parehas na may nhiti ang labi nilang magkalapat

My tears starts to build in my eyes

I open his messaging in the start i hesitate opening it its private but my curiousity is starting to kill me kaya binuksan ko na ito

Madaming messages doon pero ang nakakuha ng attention ko ay ang message mula kay 'MY LIFE AMARA' 
Nanikip ang dibdib ko

Ng buksan ko ang message ay nagbaksakan ang luha ko ng mabasa ko ang last convo nila

Yesterday 6:00am

Good morning love - (my life amara)

Goodmorning too love how's your sleep - raziel

Yes you know i see you in my dreams i see you waiting for me at the altar- amara

Im going to marry omri- raziel
Whattt why dont you love me-amara

No not that you know that i love you so much you are my life -raziel

then why are you doing this- amara

-im doing this for you and my family its just a law wedding i can seperated her fast but you remember this i love you so much amara your the only girl im planning to be married with infront of our god and the whole world okay-raziel

I love you too so much-amara

End of conversation

My tears is following down like an overflowing river

Nagulat ako ng biglang magring yung phone ni raziel
Kaya agad ko itong ibinaba bago pa naman maipatong yung cp ni raziel sa table ay nagsalita sya