Replacement Bride

Past-2

Authors pov
Hi readers,
The story will have gauri a pov from diary and since omkara is reading that diary
His point of view is also written
Sorry for the late confirmation
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Gauri POV
My love for omkara started when he began to support me
He gave me space , we started to be friends
And knowing him was like just reading a book
He was a honest person , never lies anything
First thinks about my feelings and my priorities first
I was encouraged to complete my final year by my family
and when I got the topped in my college
The whole family stood by me to congratulate
I never received such recognition or love when I was in thakur mansion
As every sees I'm perfect I even had flaws
I can't cook anything good
I remember one time I tried making a sweat but used all kind of spices in it
Which I didn't taste but no one in the world would eat it
But none of them complained and said it was not bad for a first try
I felt bad but they just to leave it as I will try to learn when the time comes or my husband can cook on my behalf
That's it ! That day I knew that omkara  cooks very well
He used to pamper me by waking me up with my morning coffee and muffins
Everyday was happiness there were sad times when dadi got ill
But we all stood together attending to her
One person I love the most is My sister in law
No not sister in law
Call her my sister
When it comes to my problems , I always share with her
I knew she feels a bit out of place as she doesn't understand the terms or the language sometimes
So I decide to help her , I used to teach her English and general studies
Technically Ishana was my sister but I never had any sister feeling from her
But Anika though she was related to me
Made me feel like her own sister
I never imagined I will be so happy in this family
Though I have to leave this family when ishana comes back
I will always cherish these memories in heart
A family that I can never have ...
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Om POV
How should I tell her ?
I love her so much
Since she has come to my life
I felt so much peace , she is not like others
She is so pure and good but why did she avoid my touch
Do I stink? No I don't think so
May be because of my hair ?
No she said she liked my hair
I didn't know what reason was it
Whenever I go near her she just takes a step back
Saying she is not ready
It has been months and Still she tries to resist my touch
I was looking  at the pillow barrier  on my bed which is making me feel suffocated
It was my idea to make her feel comfortable and understand each other
But now that I understood her enough
I think I should ask her to remove it
No!
I will plan a romantic evening for us
She will herself remove this !
Gauri pov
I entered the room only to see it decorated with lights and flower petals all around the room
Before I knew anything
Some one hugged me from back and started to kiss my neck
Gauri : omkaraji what is this ?
Om: I waited enough gauri
I wanted to say I love you
Gauri pov
Though I loved to be touched by him
I knew this was wrong
We were not supposed to do this
I'm not his wife
Gauri : omkaraji please leave
Gauri pov
Omkaraji was not listening to me and tried to kiss me
I stop him but accidentally I slapped him on his cheek
Gauri : I said stop
Om: gauri ?
Gauri : I'm sorry omkaraji
My hand just ,,
Om: I don't understand why did you slap me?
Gauri : omkaraji I .. don't want this now ..
Om: then when gauri?
On our wedding night you were scared
So I thought you needed time
I suggested we need to know each other and have you time to adjust and be friends
When we were being friends I developed my feelings for you
I professed my love and you accepted it but you said you need time as it's your final year in college
I said ok and gave you time
As I thought you needed time to adjust with me
Now that you have passed out got everything you wanted but still you are saying this ?
Why don't you like me ?
Gauri : omkaraji I know what your saying
I understand .. even I love you
And want to enjoy spending time with you
But .. I'm sorry
I cannot do that .. because ...I ..
Om: I know you don't want to live with me
I know you would want to choose an artist your husband
You wanted some one like shivaay business man just like you
Cool , handsome and what not
Why I'm I even here trying to do this stuff
Gauri : omkaraji your getting me wrong
Om: no gauri
For the first time I got you right
You don't want me
Gauri : omkaraji wait...,
Listen to me
Gauri pov
He stormed out of the room without looking back
It's like he was not ready to listen to me
And I cannot tell him the truth
I cannot get intimate with him, how should I tell him that I'm not his wife
I cannot do this anymore
I cannot see him hurt....
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Om POV
I went down only to see a big party was arranged on the eve of a success launch
Shivaay and rudra immediately pulled me into the group
But I escaped them and I silently sat at the bar side and began to drink my heart out
No one likes me
I'm just being tolerated was ringing in my mind
I was so upset in my drinking that I didn't see how much I was drinking
Gauri pov
I was bought down to the party by jhnavi mom
She said it was a very big launch and I had to be there
Even though I was in the party , My eyes were only fixed to omkara
He was drinking a lot
I tried to stop him but rudra came  to me in a drunk state and asked me to drink as a celebration toast
It was really strong , soon I gulped down more than 5 glasses at this stage even I was drunk
I slowly escaped from the party and went near omkaraji to make him stop drinking
Om: go away
I don't need you
Gauri : but I need you
Your the only one whom I desire
I'm sorry for not letting you near me
I'm scared that you will leave me
Om: I would never do that gauri
I love you
Gauri : I love you too
Gauri pov
I didn't know what I was thinking nor what I was speaking
But I just kissed on his lips after I finished taking
He caught me in his arms and bought me to his art studio
Since it was near than our bed room
We began kissing non stop even when we entered the room
The waiting was too much , I didn't know how we kept it in our selves
Our flames of desire
Om POV
I put placed her on my couch and began working on her neck
It's like I was a vampire and I'm sucking blood out of her neck
I realized the way she was reacting to my touch which proved that she was a virgin
I tried to be as slow as possible not to hurt her
But looking at her was making me loose control
Gauri pov
While we got naked slowly my consciousness was hitting  me
It was wrong
I tried to speak but before I could do that omkara already captured me in his arms
And was thrusting inside me in a inhuman space
The blood flowing on my legs made me feel guilty
I was feeling hurt that today I have not only tained my self but lost my respect forever
I was officially a home breaker
Om POV
I could see tears rolling out of gauri a eyes while I was nearing up my climax
I thought she was crying because of pain
So I slowed my self and began to kiss her
Om: it's ok gauri
You will get used to it
Gauri pov
I just stayed still without responding to him
I have done a very big mistake by sleeping with my sisters husband !
I should probably kill my self
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Authors pov
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