Sudden Thoughts

Stay

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Blood-curdling ruby eyes that mocking my fragile form.

Nullified my senses with your earth-shaking clamour.

Trampled the sparks of courage, and buried it into the abyss.

Set my sanity off in resounding trepidation.

As you pollute my air with the darkest cloud of despair,

from the hideous beast, you tamed.

The mystique resonating behind that golden masked of yours, 

teasing my pathetic fortitude, and turned it into self-destruction.

The beast proudly spreads your wings in the greyish sky.

I watched with burning heart, as you solemnly float.

Gradually ascending until you reached the highest peak,

leaving dust of ghastly abomination behind you.

Letting me know the tallest mountain that I need to conquer.

"You must stay there until I have the power that I need."

I swallowed the alluring taste of death that lingers in my mouth.

Bargained this weak pitiful shell in the gates of hell,

As a sacrifice of my own selfish retaliation.

Like a Phoenix turned into ashes.

Reborn in fire, yet mine would be in hatred and remorse.

Cause those are the presents you inflicted in my soul.

"Better stay on that pillar of greatness"

Because from this grave I shall rise

I will have my paced of retribution,

And I will never stop.

Until I finally shattered the mocking face behind that mystical mask,

And lived with the pleasure that I long deserved.

"Until I have my turn. Stay there at all cost."

~Darkcamelot