when i met you,
you told me you didn't want to be my friend.
you were scared, but i managed to break through those walls
that tend to block out those who want to love you.
i fell in love.
not in the romantic kind of way,
but with your habits and mannerisms
with your dumb sense of humor
with your laugh and your honesty.
i found my best friend then.
but when he came back,
everything changed.
you told me it was time for you to go away.
you somehow convinced me to not be afraid.
but four months later, i know you won't come back one day
- 26 june
fin
