December || JJK

December

Jungkook's pov:

20 december, 2018:

Three things that  can't be hidden. The moon. The sun. The truth.

The truth.

Oh, I wish I could hide it.

The truth.

I wish I could change it.

The truth.

I wish it was a lie...

Who knew eye contact could change people?

Who knew eye contact could effect a person so much?

Who knew eye contact could save...

or end somebody's life...

Every time we looked each other in the eyes, you smiled.

If only you knew who you were smiling at...

I was not the boy i pretended to be.

I was someone else. Someone you would not want to know.

I transferred to your school.

Unfortunately, you had to be stuck with me.

You were not that sociable, but still tried to be friends with me.

You showed me your sketches, basketball skills, your beautiful smile. You showed me everything I did not deserve.

True, you saved my life but you ended yours.

Our relationship did not last long. Just for a year.

Maybe because I was a psychopath.

Maybe because I loved pain.

Maybe because I wanted to share my pain with you.

Maybe....

Maybe....maybe I went overboard.

Maybe you got sick of me.

We had a weird relationship.

We were like lovers,  but did not feel love.

It was exactly a year later, when you decided to end it.

You decided to end my bright days and your life.

You had a silver metal close to your veins.

Crying.

Crying, you could not take it anymore.

We were standing on each side of the street.

Then, a bus went between us.

That was our last eye contact.

The eyes, I would never forget.

The eyes that would hunt me forever.

Here I  am, standing in front of a stone, holding white roses that you loved.

I am crying, but tears are not falling down.

I take the blame.

I destroyed you.

Not the body, but the soul.

I damaged it...

Tor it apart...

I killed you.

A/N:
So, I wrote this one shot for my supportive friend, who is also my sensei Fanbie_Dazz 💜💜

I hope you will like it💜💜

Also, we kind of like exchanged fanfics, so you should read her fanfic, too.