Grimace Hour: Part 1-3

Part 1-3

All I gotta say is life, what the hell is up with the chills?

Dodging bullets every second, what a normal drill

The pain, the suffering, it could never get more real

People tell me it's prohibited to feel the way I feel

Society telling us to kneel to their expectations, that's your deal?

Listen for once, I'm actually trying to persevere

However, it's difficult to move on to second place when you're always the third wheel

Walking the tightrope, always on my heels

The story doesn't even finish here

Shouldn't I be joyful, I got family and friends?

Oh wait, they reject me every chance they get

Ask why my thoughts are so negative!

I got the whole world revolving to have space for mister positive

I am anything but talkative until the parrot decides to talk

Help her, help her, I give it all that I got

You judge me by the way I walk? Stop talking smack before you know what happens behind the walls!

My mind is like a woo pig without Arkansas

My doubts, wish I could cut them away with a chainsaw

People daily pray for my eventual downfall

I'll ignore them but it still hurts

Seeing an angel like you want to harm your clear skin makes my heart burn

Walking down the hall, hoodie covering my eyebrows, don't forget who was here first

Letting out the truth in lyrical slurs

I think you still don't get what I'm here for

Watch out, I may be rotten but I roar thunder, call me thunderbird

Courageous soldier, been through hell and back, don't taunt the herd

I feel something in me starting to surge

I saw what life really is since age four, daily beat downs by dad, do you have any excuse for that?

Now you're far away, crimes follow you, who had the last laugh?

You might've been on the top of my family list but now you're last

Karma pays back your sins, now we're at hand

To the doubters who thought I lost all I had

At least my heart still beats, my verses are still pure facts

Gonna live each day like it's my last

Too positive? I'm not, too negative? Constant thought

Slept on the floor, broken spine

My home was a hotel door, I had no ride

15 dollars were a wide highlight

Tough times made my life an endless fight

Not for once could I stop, the font remains alike with the edges of the pocket knife

Truth is only for the wise

Torture and pain make for a great headline

Inside the lines, you can see all the darkness swimming in my mind

Get a tiny piece of what it's like to live my life

Not many want experiences like those of mine

We're still here right? Heaven's miracle

Fighting under destruction, the world appears subliminal

"Oh I was joking, Don't take it literal"

Joke about the world we live in? Might as well call you delusional

Every step I take will be defined as critical

Enough courage to hang on with the cynical

Hoping one day I can become invincible

However the world paints a slash over my face, I'm invisible

Now here I stand, in the moonlight

Nothing seems right I have an instinct to survive

Fight through demons, rip the eyelids off their eyes

Sing out loud, I finally feel alive

The darkness no longer envelops around the sun

The grim creatures turned to dust, defeat took all this tough luck

Memories still flood me, but I won't cry

I won't cry, apologize to the devil's whine

I won't cry, everyday is a do or die

The tears stored for afterlife

A story it took, to explain the meaning of life

You just can't take off when you're tired to the ground

Must learn to walk and run before you fly

We all have the dark hour chapters of life and now, I just told you mine-E.M