Why must I be lonely?
why must you be gone?
Why must I be the only
One who can't be strong?
You are not here with me,
Our times went astray.
We were only carefree,
Then You took your life away.
In this lonely nightmare,
I cant find you here.
I cant hear you laughing,
But I can feel you there.
I can feel your bleeding,
I can feel your pain.
I can feel you seething,
As you melt to a bloodstain.
Then I feel a howling,
A pain inside my chest.
A wolf inside is prowling,
That I try to hide my best.
But the beast is still inside me,
Hungry for a feast.
It yearns to find a girl to see,
And show the inner beast.
As the hunger deep inside grew,
A mask outside was made.
A silver tongue was forged new,
And on it demons played.
Years have passed since then,
And lovers came and gone.
But I do not yet know when,
I'll stop pressing on.
One day I'll remove this,
Weathered mask in shame.
And on that day I'll ask miss,
If you will share my name.
