Feelings

Moral #1

"You never realise how badly you were treated until someone treats you with respect"

I guess you might have aldready guessed what the story behind this quote is.Well,During  my childhood (6 years- 13 years) I was treated like an outcast,i played with people who bullied me.When I was 13 years I used to still wear very girly kiddish frocks and people used to think that I was not a high school kid when I actually was.I remember this girl Kate who was 2 years younger than me had mocked for being short and looking too young.I also remember when this guy named Josh who I was friends with when I was 7 years bullied me and laughed at me for being slow and dumb when playing physical games.When I was 16 years I was the quiet kid in my class and all my classmates thought that I am not really good at anything(sports,studies,gaining popularity ).At 14 and 15  I was really depressed,tensed,always crying for nothing.I had this obsession over crushes and I had many of them and I had only crushes on those people who were "emotionally unavailable", "aldready in a relationship", "too elder or younger than me"...It was hard for me to survive as high school came as my childhood best friend Maria ditched me with her other friends and the rest of my childhood best friends also ditched me.I felt like I was a loner.I also made few friends after my childhood best friends left me,those friends treated me just a little better but they were also not comfortable to be around and also they didn't care that much about me as much I cared about them.I am glad that I have turned sixteen because I feel a lot more beautiful as I felt I was really ugly even when my parents used to say I was not,I feel a lot more better and emotionally stable,I have got better friends as I graduated from my school and came to college.These friends that I have come across in college are some of the best people I have met in my life,we all love being weird together,share about our crazy crush stories,enjoy being single together and help ourselves to have better confidence and stand up to our bullies and be more brave.Now,that I was a fool for not realising that most of the people in my life were mistreating me,making me feel weird,like an outcast,sad,depressed,tensed,not confident,ugly.I now feel like I am a princess and I deserve to receive respect just like anyone else.Everyone does have the right to be respected even if they are a prostitute because  if they are showing you respect and you don't show it back it's very arrogant,impolite,bad.So, "Give respect and take respect" should be our policy from now onwards.

In my next chapter #2 I will reveal more about Kate's story and then the moral value that I have learnt.