Dear Ray,
Months passed after our video games nights and I haven't heard a thing from you in so long.
And it's another Saturday night, and you're not here again, and here I am again over thinking, afraid I might have done something wrong or unpleasant, so here I am, apologizing if I ever did something unconsciously that might have bothered you.
And if apologizing would bring you back, then I'd apologize countless times Ray.
~F