(I know I spelled it wrong. but I've never seen anyone so confused in their life while I laugh my ass off)
I have school tomorrow with him
it hasn't hit me yet, and I'm quite grateful for that since it's been about 12 hours now
I've been pretty great all day
but I know it's gonna hit me when I see him and we won't awkwardly smile and say hi
that when he acts absolutely crazy during Spanish class and I can't look at him with admiration cuz he's mine
we won't get to laugh and joke over him liking Jalapeño peanut butter pizza and trying to convince me to eat it
well walk past each other and pretend like the last 3 weeks didn't happened
and ill have to pretend I don't have feelings for him
it hasn't hit me yet
but it will when I see him tomorrow
and it's gonna hit hard
