The Blending of The Blackbourne and Toma Teams ( Completed)

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God why am I so hot I think to Myself as I wake up again then it hits me literally in the ass , There was a certain body parts  that was very happy to be next to my ass and then the other was happy to be next to my lady parts

My legs were tangled in theirs I was somewhat trapped on my back with each one of them laying an leg on mine and an arm across me one across my chest with the palm of their had cupping my breast and the other with his arms across my belly .

I decided to lay there and take a good look at them as they slept looking even more peaceful.
Both of them have let their beards come in more damn it looks good on both of them .

Hearing the door knob turn I closed my eyes I didn't want to talk to anyone so I acted like I was asleep
The footsteps came closer they were light , Either Mama Sang, Luke or Mama . I waited for them to leave and close the door behind them

Before they left I heard Daddy Axel
" Casey "
" Axel "
" Come on leave them alone let them sleep , Harper was up at 2 and she didn't go back to sleep until after 4 this morning "
" How do you know " Mama Asked
" Between Brandon, Corey , Raven and Myself we took turns keeping an eye on her when she came out for food it woke up Mason and Morgan they have been in the room since then , She really is upset about everything Cassie, she's having flashbacks again and wants to deal with this alone but hopefully those boys of hers will convince her to let them help if she won't let us help " Axel tells her

" This is all my fault " Mama cries out
" No Lil Mouse it's not it's all Todd's fault he took advantage of Harper in the worst way he fed on her vulnerability and used it against her to get at her"
" If I had told her before this all started maybe it wouldn't have happened " Mama says

" Casey  there is no way to tell what would have or wouldn't have happened it did and now we must pick up the pieces and figure out how to move on again and Deal with Todd once and for all just like we did with Aleksandr" Daddy said

They left the room and closed the door behind them as they went .

" Harper I know you are awake and heard them you need to talk to your Mama about this it's eating at both of you " Morgan said as he kissed my forehead

" I know I do but I'm going to right now just give me one more day to figure it out " I say

" Fine but you have until tomorrow that's it Jellybean " Mason Said

" Now come on let's go get some food " Morgan said

So we got up and I went to the bathroom first brushed my hair pulling it up in a messy bun then slipped on my bra then went down the hallway

When I came in the great room Papa Raven and Uncle North were cooking breakfast , Uncle Nathan , Papa Marc, Daddy Corey were watching TV
Mama Sang and Mama were both at the island they both saw me Mama Sang gave me a smile but I didn't return it . I just wanted to eat and go back in the room or be left alone .

" Harper " Luke said in surprise
I didn't speak at first
" Harper Dad spoke to you " Morgan said
" Hi"
" What do you want for breakfast Harper" Uncle North Asked

" Nothing just Coffee will do " I say as I grab a coffee cup and pour me a cup add some creamer and sugar
Then take a sip and let it flow through me
I then make my way out the door onto the porch and sit on the swing.

I heard voices behind me talking but I didn't pay attention I wasn't in the mood to socialize with anyone .

By the time I drank half my coffee , Papa Corey has come out and sat in the swing with me not saying anything.
We sat there in silence when a car pulled up and parked

" Harper "
I turned to see Uncle Owen . Damn it they called in the big guns didn't .
" Yes Uncle Owen "
" I hear you have been having a rough time"
" You could say that "
" Well why don't you and me have a talk "
" Why "
" Because seems I'm the only one willing to put your ass in its place " he says with a smirk
" Ha Damn Owen that's some trash talk , Do you know why they called you "
" Yes seems you feel Everyone is against you "
" No that's not true but I see why they do think that , Have you ever felt like your losing control of yourself that the train is on a one way track to disasterville and there is Fucking Nothing you can do "

He had moved from the car to the porch , Daddy Corey had stood up from the swing
I could see that everyone else was watching from the windows .

" Why do you feel that way "

" I don't think you or anyone is ready for that answer hell I don't think I'm ready for it "

" Why not "

" Honestly it scares the hell out of me , You know I will let you in On this , I have been having Flashbacks everyday for the past three weeks and last night was the first night I slept longer than 2 hours because I had Morgan , Mason and Sammy here with me and it scares me that I'm relying on them to help me with this , I said when things ended with Todd that I would never ever give a Man that much control over me , Do you know that bastard carved the word Slut in my back when he had me tied down before Uncle North came in I have to see that each time I see my back in a mirror I hear his voice Say No one will want you "

I hear several growls and a few Russian expletives when I told Owen about the scar

" Harper let me just say that admitting that you are scared is a step in the right direction and It's not Control the boys want it's just you and you alone, They just want to help you love you and be there for you . You yourself have to be willing to accept help from any of us to help you . As for the flashback try writing them down each time you have them and maybe after awhile they might start putting the pieces together of the puzzle " he says then adds " As for the word it's just a word it means nothing I think a Beautiful Phoenix Bird covering it would look good "

" Harper , Listen we love you and only you I know that this is hard for you , You are getting in your own head and you can't do that as for Control I can say the only Control I want over you is in the bedroom " Morgan said as he walked up to us his eyes showed love and mischief especially when he said in the bedroom . He gave me a beautiful smile

I couldn't help but give him a smile in return

" There is that beautiful smile I fell in love with" Sammy said as he came over too

" You are so right it's one that brightens the room " Mason said

It flashed before my eyes Todd was standing above me poised to strike me

I felt arms come around me I fell into them

" " It's okay Bambino it's just a flashback tell me what you saw "

" He was standing above me ready to hit me "

" Well he's not here Jellybean " Mason said

" That's right Mi Amor Bello he's not "

" Harper he's not here  Take a deep breath and then exhale " Uncle Owen said

I didn't realize that I was shaking I felt my knees buckle and the darkness slammed into me

" I got you my little warrior "

Papa Brandon I thought as I went under my eyes rolled back in my head