Diaries & Geeks

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Dear Diary ,

My life has been really boring ever since my rights to tour has been taken away. It wasn't even my fault that the girl dropped her lunch on me ... the trip was coming to her sooner or late anyway ! I don't see why I'm being punished for all of this . I know I should be doing my homework but I really don't want to . I should be a really good student but what if my popularity turns down just because of me being a genius and a geek and too of my grades . I just remember when I was getting bullied and how hurt I felt . but hurting someone else makes me feel better . but it's just not how life supposed I turn out . I can't really even focus in school for all the notes people be sending me . my parents just don't know how much touring is to me . if touring is taken away then my whole life is taken away ! I cant live this way so I am gonna do my homework and do whatever I'm supposed to do ! I remember how I felt . I don't wanna be put in the bullies shoes . I want to be out of them . god please help me change into the person I should be . I'd hate to be bullying again . well my heart is officially torn because jay didn't like how I was towards him. I was just caught up in the fact he fell over me . besides the fact that I am head over heels with him ! I love him to death ... I would die if he found that out . I mean he already do know I like him but soon to know I love him ... I just need a simple plan to win him over ... yea that's always it !

-xoxo beyoncé

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