Today my mother called me a failure, a loser, and some other words. I cried for the first time in years because of this. I guess it was because of all most emotions that had been bottled up inside of me needed to be let out. Sometimes I wish I could prove myself to be worthy to her, but I doubt that will ever happen because in her eyes all I'll ever be is a failure. I'll never be able to reach her standards or make her proud.
