Selfish

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Eunwoo's POV

the next day i decided to go to a park i wear my hoodie and pants and i also put my cap on and my mask

I decided to go to a coffee shop first and eat breakfast i ordered pancakes and tea after eating i drinked some water

Then i started walking to the park after a few minutes i went back to the dorm and got my car

I drove around the town and when i stopped driving i went out of my car and started to walk and suddenly the park started to look sooo familiar to me

When i got to the spot i teared up it was me and mina's spot where we celebrated our 5th monthsary i sat at the same spot and started crying

"Why did you leave me?"i asked myself

"I gave everything you wanted"i said

"I did everything you wanted, when you wanted me to give you more attention i did"i said

"Your so unfair........but why do i still love you?"i said crying hard i started to wipe my tears and drive my way to my mom's grave my REAL mom

"Hi mom,its been 10 years since i last saw you in person, im doing good im sure your really proud of me i love you mom"i said then a few minutes later i drove my way to twice's dorm

Since sana wanted to hangout with me because she finished her work when i arrived i knocked on the door and sana opened it

I hug and kissed her she smiled at me

"Can you wait for me here im not ready yet"she said

"You dont have to get ready your already so pretty"i said she giggled

I went inside whike waiting for her to finished jeongyeon and momo sat beside me

"Yah!~"they both said

"What?"i said

"Dont hurt sana okay, dont do anything bad to her or else we'll kill you"jeongyeon said

"Okay, im not gonna do anything to her why are you so mad"i asked

"Were just making sure"they both said i nodded then a few minutes later sana arrived

"Oh hi beautiful"i said she giggled then we went to my car we just drive around while we listen to some songs

We started banging our head to the beat and started singing we were so hyper thats what i like about her

She's a kind of girl who will make you feel comfortable i mean we have been bestfreinds since kids so im really comfortable around her

We hangout for a few hours and we end up going back to our dorms at night time when we arrived at their dorm i kissed

"Goodnight beautiful"i said she smiled and hugged me again i hugged her back

"Goodnight handsome"she said i smiled then she went inside i was about to go to my car when i heard a familiar voice calling me

"Eunwoo!"someone said i turned around and it was mina

"Can we...please...talk?"she said

"We dont have anything to talk about"i said

"No please just five minutes just hear me out please"she said i sighed

"Okay fine"i said coldly

"The reason why i broke up with you was because"she stopped

"Because you never loved me, because you were bored"i said

"No, no let me explain the real reason"she said i nodded

"I broke up with you because......i think we were too fast"she said

"What?!"i said

"I-i mean i-i wasn't ready yet i needed more time"she said

"What the heck?! What kind of reason is that?!"i started yelling and she started crying

"Please forgive me"she said i started crying

"You needed more time?! What the heck mina!"i said

She held my hand

"Please eunwoo"she said i removed my hands from her

"If you needed more time you should've told me! I was your boyfreind mina you can tell me what you want to tell me but you-you were so selfish!"i yelled

"Im sorry please forgive me"she said

"NO!"i yelled i went to my car and drive to a bar while crying i drinked some alcohol i was crying my heart out

A few hours later the bar was already closing

"Sir the bar is closing"a guy who works in the bar said i only nodded and went to my car i slapped my face and started driving carefully to our dorm

I went in and didnt saw my hyungs i layed on the couch then suddenly someone turned on the lights

It was jungkook hyung

"Oh my gosh eunwoo what happened to you"he said rushing to me

"Your a mess dude"he said

"Come on lets go to your bathroom you stink"he said we went to my bathroom and he slowly undresses me

"Oh shit, your really big"he said shocked

"Hyung~go ill take care of myself"i said covering down there

"Are you sure?"he asked

"Yea just go and stop looking pervert"i said he chuckled and left i took a bath and lay on my bed

I really miss my dad and my step mom i miss our house i haven't seen them for like 4-5 years

I lay on my bed and slowly drifted off to sleep...

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