clash of hate!...or love?

chapter 15

mitch POV

a sharp pain would flow throughout my body every so often, sometimes the pain is so unbearable that its difficutl to hide from scott. my body doesnt allow me to bleed because of whats happening in my veins right now, which is difficult because whenever i get a cut, it swells up and thats causes more pain.

i look like a pile of shit more and more by each day, it wouldve been better if i just had died that day. it wouldve been better for scott and me. suffering slowly to death isnt worth being alive, i try and kill myself, but every time i think of scott i become weak and i cant do it. this isnt the way i want to die.

"so mitch! im gonna go get some stuff i'll be back in a while!" scott said happily as he grabbed the ladder to go out "well...arent you coming? i mean who is going to take me down the roof." he smirked. me and scott are doing fine again, because he easily forgives. but this time it wasnt i go home think about it and forgive, it was like wait a couple of days then he forgave me.

once he was out i flew out behind him and went to the closest  alleyway and landed there, i walked him out from there before going back and flying off, i felt another sharp pain this time it was worser than ever, i was having difficulty flying, i saw the apartment in reach, just let me reach the roof at least.

i fly carelessly onto the roof and manage to get inside and thats when it got even worse, the pain was so much that i couldnt even stand properly, i repeatedly clenched and unclenched my fist, to help with the pain, but that wasnt working.

dont tense, it makes it worse.

i herd her voice in my head, again i thought her voice was hiding some kind of pain, but then a sharp pain distracted that thought of mine.

it was beginning, i was sprawled out on the floor, when a light started forming on my toes and proceeding upward by body in a slow and painful manner. i could feel my veins combining under my skin.

i need to get back into the room, i dont need scott finding me like this... i am crawling on the floor, each move causing more pain, i reach out for the door handle but a sharp pain pierces my stomach.

okay no streching then! i got up slowly and grabbed hold of the handle and stumbled inside, falling face flat on the ground. i  shut the door with my leg, and lay there on the ground, the light in my body has reached my thighs, they go all numb, i shuffle myself to the bedsid so that i can sit up.

as the light grew to my waist, the pain went up a notch, lets not begin to describe the pain on my crotch.

ii curled up into a ball to help me deal with this pain, nothing worked, i cant tense and nothing else will stop this pain from getting even worse. i was sweating from all kinds of pores, my head was just like a waterfall on my face.

i couldnt take this pain, i wanted scott beside me, but then he cant be here, not when the blast happens, or he'll...shut up mitchie, dont think like that. scott will be fine as long as he is not in sight. everything will be alright, except you.

i kept on thining of how life would be for scott without me, i try to stop it but i cant especially at a time like this,

sometimes i think scott will be fine, he will find a way to survive, he will forget he even known me, of course why not, because all i ever did to him was cause him pain. i have never been a good friend to him.

but then i think, he will not be able to survive here, this isnt even his house, after the blast it would probably be destroyed he would probably be the only one here, police and everything would be here and he would get aressted because he was at the scene. then he would get tortured for something he hasnt done, which of course again would be because of me, anyone that comes my way gets nothing but pain.

thats the reson why i never liked to socialize with people! if only he just left me alone when he first bumped into me. then i wouldnt have to worry about hurting anyone, it would be just blast and go... without anyone that i care for having to have their lives ruined.

i heard a sudden thud in the living room, is it scott, it cant be him, how did he get up the roof. oh m god, the light was proceeding on my neck.

"hey mitch, guess what i found a ladder thing on the side of the apartment, so you dont need to constantly take me down and up anymore!" it was him! tears started streaming down my face as i didnt want my biggest fear to become reality. please let this be a dream.

"hey, mitch i brought noodles, its your fave" he was in the kitchen, there was a body length mirror on the wall, i watched as the light proceeded on my face, my teeth felt like the werent even there, the pain was stabbing though my veins.

"mitch?...mitch where are you?" he asked. i didnt want to say anything, i watched as i saw a vein pop out of the side of my face, i watched as the both become one, the pain throughout my body started soothing down.

it's time.

i heard the ultimator in my mind, her words sent shivers down my spine, nt the next few minutes anything could happen, but what i fear the most, could walk through that door at any moment.

i felt the most hottest radiation rush through my body than i have ever experienced before in my enitre time of having powers, my eyes now glowed i bright orangy green, instead of blue and as that happened scott walked through the door. my heart fell weak as soon as i saw him. no..no..no this cant be happening. i saw his eyes, fear written all over them.

BOOOOOMM!!!

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OKAY, THIS IS ACTUALLY THE OFFICIAL BEGINING OF THE END.

I CANT WAIT TO END THIS BOOK! boop boop! :)

BYE.

STAY FRUITY! X