lists // hemmings

3. the list of questions

lukey, 

i'm starting to doubt and usually when i do, i overthink and when i overthink, i remember and when i remember, i hate myself and when i hate myself, i do really horrible things. 

i don't want to do horrible things so instead, i picked up a pen and paper. here's list three. 

LIST THREE. 

QUESTIONS ABOUT EVERY SUBJECT EVER. 

-when did being fit or skinny become the reason for your existence? 

-who invented the microwave?

-why do dogs have that smell?

-why can't i breathe when i look in the mirror?

-how does the fish mate?

-why doesn't water have taste?

-if i become like those other girls you look at, will you feel like i do?

-my mom called me 'dismal', what does that mean?

-if i became a beetle, would life be easier?

-how do you manage to make my body forget how to breathe?

-how do you stitch a sweater?

-am i doing a good job with these lists?

-is doubting that you won't like me a reasonable thing because i'm doubting this entirely

and i know the last one was hardly a question but i'm hardly a person but no one cares.