Sometimes...

I know it can be hard my loves... and I know that sometimes, or even every minute, can make you want to end it all.

I know people have told you to suck it up.

They have told you it will get better.

That it's only a phase.

That you're just doing this for attention.

That you will get through it.

But that doesn't mean crap does it?

And it probably doesn't make you feel better either.

Who are they to know what you're feeling?!

What's going on in your mind?!

They might say you need a therapist!

Maybe they say you're crazy!

And they won't listen when you tell them otherwise will they?

And you yourself might even feel you're crazy.

But honey... you're not.

You're not crazy. You're not insane.

You're heartbroken.

And you might not even know from what.

Maybe it's something that happened when you were younger.

Maybe... you lost someone close to you. Maybe you were kidnapped. Maybe you were violated. Maybe you were punished for trying your hardest to please others.

Or maybe nightmares haunt your nights. Maybe you can't get any sleep at all.

Maybe your so-called friends have turned on you.

Dear... I'm not going to tell you what you have to do. And maybe you're tired of everyone's 'advice'.

But maybe someone else needs it.

But dear... things will change. Maybe it won't be soon. Maybe not for a few years.

Or maybe it will happen next week. Or even a few hours from now.

But for that change to happen...

You need to put that blade down, don't let it mar your skin anymore.

I know it calms you dear but even you know it's not going to help.

You need to get rid of the smokes, you know it's not going to work.

It calms you now but what about later? You're going to regret it then.

Please, dear, think of the future! Everyone has one.

But you need to stay on this Earth to let it happen.

If you need to get away then run.

Run to help. Run to safety.

You need to tell someone who can help.

If someone else is harming you then you can't let them get away with it!

But don't do it yourself, you must bring help!

I know it's scary but they will stand with you.

Honey, they didn't earn those badges for nothing.

So put that blade down.

Throw the gun from your hands.

Toss those pills away.

I know your heart is breaking but you also know that isn't the way.

Think about your future. Think about you.

Please... don't let your star dim. Instead, let it shine bright.

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For help:

Text (741741) for a Crisis Counselor

Or call (1-800-273-8255)

If you need to talk to someone, I'm always just a message away.
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R. I. P.
Mia
( whitewolf134 )
Nov. 23, 2003 - Nov. 23, 2018

Now she runs with the starry pack...