monday, high green
my first class is advanced english, Al takes this class too but i haven't been talking to him since Friday, I am too proud to call him and he was the wrong one but there is this hope in my heart that he will sit by my side and apologise, well,I don't think that is happening because the class started 20 minutes ago and he isn't here yet so i guess he won't be coming
it is lunch time, I get my food and sit with Lana and Matt
"Matt tell her" Lana says thrilled
"so, this manager approached us Saturday and we closed a deal and we are recording an album" Matt says smiling
"wow, that's amazing, just incredible congrats" i say trying to sound excited because i am really happy for them it is just that this thing wih Alex is realling getting me and i just wish he had told me even thought we fought this is a huge news
"haven't Alex told you? and by the way have you seen him? after we closed the deal he just vanished" Matt asks
"oh" i am now pretty shaken up "actually we fought Friday he hasn't talked to me since so i don't know"
"i'm sorry, i didn't want to" Matt starts to apologise
"that is okay, really" i say cutting him off
i am closing my locker going to my next class when Lana runs by me
"hey" she says
"hi"
"do you want to talk? about you know Alex, you just look so down"
"come here" i say getting inside the bathroom and she follows me "so" i start "friday he was jealous of me and Jamie but i told him that nothing was happening between us, but he just don't accept his feelings, he was shutting me out so i pretty much shouted at him called him coward and left" Lana takes a time to process it all up
"okay, so i think that Alex has feelings for you, clearly, but he is quite frightened by them so he shuts you out, well, you called him coward and shouted at him, therefore he must be a little mad at you but he knows that he screwed it up so i think he is taking his time, he will talk to you when he is ready, okay?"
"i guess so"
"do you want me to talk to him?"
"please, but i mean don't let him know, i mean, just talk to him and tell me after, okay?"
"okay"
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I am from High Green
Fanfiction"You just fear it because it makes you feel deranged and vulnerable, i get it now but I won't wait for you forever" Alex is intriguing and sarcastic, he is afraid of a real commitment but at the same he is the most romantic fool Liz is the new girl...
