My Bestfriend's Baby

Chapter 15: I'm not giving up my baby

"I'll always be here for you Ava"

I smiled at him "I know"

We pulled apart when we heard the sliding door open, in came Adain and Ash. Adain gave me a reassuring smile and walked towards the living room

"Can I talk to you Ava? Alone" He emphasized the the word alone

I looked at Jay and nodded my head. I walked up to my room, with Ash following me. I sat on my bed and he sat on the other side, I made sure to keep our distance

"So can I ask why Jay bought you that bear?"

"He bought it because his mom told him that it would help with my cramps" I explained

"Oh, how are you? I mean with being pregnant and all that" He sounded really awkward. Being honest I wanted to laugh but I knew it wasn't an appropriate time

"Okay I guess, the morning sickness sucks, sometimes the ginger chews don't work and I've been getting cramps which makes everything worse" I ranted

"I'm sorry for what I said earlier, I was just shocked and honestly with everything Emma told me, I honestly thought it was Jay's. I want to take responsibility in my child's life, it may be way too early for a kid but I know we will get through everything, but I need you to know that I'm not going to leave Emma"

"I appreciate you wanting responsibility and all that, I really do. I just don't understand why the hell you are still with her, she's cheated on you countless times, I still have the damn video too. What do you see in her still?"

"I get that you're mad but calm down. I want to still be with her and she wants to be with me okay? I know this must hurt you knowing you have feelings for me but I can't change the fact that I like her. I still want to be in your life and the baby's, I just can't let her go"

"I really don't get you, you know that? How can you still like her after everything she's done? Go ahead and be in our lives but I want her no where near my child. Trust me I have no feelings for you, those died off the minute you went back to Emma after our little encounter" I was now yelling, he really knows how to piss me off huh? I stood up and felt dizzy, I grabbed the side of my bed and stabled myself

"Why does everything nowadays have to end in a damn argument? Can't we just go back to the way we were before, you said you don't have feelings for me so let's just get over it"

"Okay, fine. Um can you leave? I don't feel good and I just need to be alone" I said gagging a little

I didn't pay attention to whether he left or not and just ran to the bathroom. I kneeled down and started puking my guts out into the toilet. I felt someone hold my hair up but I didn't have the strength to look up, until I felt them put my hair into a high ponytail. When I looked up, I saw Jay and he handed me a paper towel

I quickly thanked him and cleaned off my face, then flushed the toilet. I brushed my teeth and met Jay in my room

"Your mom said to come get you, apparently your dad is ready to talk"

I nodded my head and we walked back downstairs, they were all sitting down in the living room so we took a seat too

"So your keeping the baby right?" My dad asked

"Yeah, I'm not giving up my baby"

"And you both are willing to take responsibility for it?" He said to which we both agreed

"Okay good, I have one more question, are you guys together?"

I spoke up before Ash could say anything "No, he's still dating Emma. We just talked about all this, he wants to take responsibility for the baby but he wants to still date Emma and just be my friend"

"Oh okay"

I was surprised he agreed to easily but I didn't want to push it, I know he's holding back and I'm thankful for that. My parents and Ash's parents started talking about the baby and where it would live. This went on for another hour until they decided to call it a night

I changed into some grey joggers and a black tank top. I washed my face and went to sleep