Unexpected

Whirlwind

Y/N POV

I hurried out to my car. Seeing his wife's name on his phone was a complete reality check. I sat in my car, all I could think about was how his hands felt on my hips, the feel of his breath on my face. Why did I not feel guilty? I had a boyfriend. Yeah nothing happened, but it could have. I wish it had. Mark Sheppard wanted to kiss me, that was never going to sink in.

Was he like that with hundreds of other fans though, was I just another notch? I made my mind up I was kidding myself if I thought I was special and began driving home. Suddenly feeling incredibly embarrassed that I had driven all that way, probably looking desperate.

I sat on my sofa in my fluffy pyjamas with a beer feeling sorry for myself. It was still early and my boyfriend wouldn't be home until late. I decided I needed to talk it over with someone and called my best friend.

"Hello you" Heather greeted on the other end of the phone,

"Hey" I replied trying to sound as normal as possible but failing epically,

"What's wrong?" She askes, instantly sensing my unease.

"Can you come over?" I asked, voice shaky, I was nervous about how she would react, but more scared that she would confirm my fears of just being another fan.

"Sure I'll be there in 10" and she hung up.

It was a little longer than 10 minutes, but I was used to that with Heather. She didn't bother knocking just let herself in as usual. 

"Hey" I smiled as she walked in.

"Okay give me a second to prepare myself for whatever you're about to tell me" she laughed and headed to the fridge to get herself a beer. She settles down on the couch opposite me and took a swig of her beverage. "Ok I'm ready" we both giggled and I recalled the events of the last couple of days. 

"How do you get yourself in these situations" she sighed "I wish you'd called this morning I would have come with you, maybe then I'd have a better idea of what this guy was up to"

"You would have come?" I asked surprised

"I would have tried to talk you out of it first because you have a man that loves you and you're lying to him, but yes I wouldn't have let you go through this alone" she explained.

"I just don't know what to do H" I sighed

"There's not a lot you can do honey" she smiled "You're probably never going to see the guy again, you need to try and forget this whole weekend" 

"I know " I nodded, a lump in my throat at the thought of never seeing him again. "Do you think I was just one of many?" I asked

"I think it's going to be easier if you believe that" she replied and I nodded. We ordered a takeaway and drank a couple more beers before grabbing some blankets and curling up on the sofa to sleep, since Heather wouldn't be able to drive home. 

My boyfriend woke us up when he came in at about midnight. He asked me if I was coming to bed but he was very drunk and I knew what he had in mind, that wouldn't be fair with Heather downstairs so I told him I wasn't leaving Heather and to wake me before he left in the morning. 

My alarm went off at 7am for work. I groaned and so did Heather. He has woken us up at 3am to say bye, he would be away for 3 weeks and I felt bad for not sleeping with him but with everything that had happened that weekend it felt wrong. 

We both had some breakfast and left for work. Heather told me to forget about the dick head tv star and get on with my life. I had laughed and agreed. But really that was the last thing I wanted to do. Despite how things had ended, I didn't think he was a dickhead. 

I spent the day at work doing admin, not really processing anything that I read. My head was a mess, how could someone I spent hardly any time with over the last couple of days affect me so much. 

Again I went home, got straight in my pyjamas and sulked, about my boyfriend being away and about never seeing Mark again. I decided to post my pictures on instagram from the weekend, tagging Wales Comic Con. I binged watched Son of Anarchy made myself a hot chocolate and got in bed. I was scrolling through the pictures other people had posted from the weekend when I got a notification. 

'realmarksheppard is following you' 

Shit! Was all I could think.

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Hey guys, sorry its taken me so long to update, please let me know what you want to happen I've had horrific writers block.

lots of love xxx