Fallen

Chapter 42

I went in my room again to pack my things. Kendall, Carlos, James and I were going to stay at a hotel till we left Egypt. I wanted to go back home so badly. I wanted to go back to my daily routine. Liam was never going to love me back so, I had no reason to keep trying. I had given up. I had nothing left. I lost even this tinniest chance I had to feel loved again. That's what I wanted. To feel loved again. I had forgotten this feeling. 

I had no one now. Liam was right. His words would never leave my mind. If I was gone, no one would miss me because no one cared. I had to escape from this world. I was so miserable, so hopeless.

I packed my things and went in the living room where everyone still was.

"We can go." I said looking at the floor. I wouldn't ever dare to look any of them in the eyes. I felt like I had betrayed the vampires. That's because I did betray them.

"Okay. C'mon, Kathie." James said holding my hand. I wanted to pull it back but I couldn't find the strength. 

"Bye." Kendall said while opening the front door. That was it. I would never see him again.

I turned around to look at him one last time. I wanted to see his eyes one last time. I looked at him but he was looking down. I thought he would be happy that I was leaving but he didn't seem like it. He was...sad. Maybe he was sad because he wouldn't be able to hurt me anymore. 

I walked out of that house saying goodbye to the one and only that made me feel like I would find the love again. We went in a hotel far away from that house. I lied on the bed as soon as we got there. I didn't even unpack my stuff. I had no strenght to even walk. I felt so exhausted. I felt like I had to end this. No one knew what I had gone through. 

James, Kendall and Carlos went outside to search the place for any kind of enemies or something. I didn't care. I was in my own world. I wanted to stay alone for a while. So, this was a great chance for me to take a nap. I needed it so much.

Liam's POV. 

She left. She left me. She chose them over me. I couldn't believe the words that came out of her mouth when she said what her choice was. I thought she would come with us. With me. But she decided to leave me. If only she knew what I was feeling about her. 

I could hear the others talk in the other room. I was laying on my bed. I was about to take a nap hoping to dream about the one and only that made me feel like I could find the love again. That's what I wanted. To feel loved again. I had forgotten this feeling and I wanted her to remind me how love really felt like.

I could hear Alisa say some pretty nasty things about Kathie. If I wasn't so weak right now, I swear I would kill her. And I couldn't care less about the consequences. I loved Kathie and I could never let anyone hurt her. She didn't know how beautiful she was and how much of the nicest person on Earth she was. She thought that I hated her. And that's because I told her so. I should have never opened my mouth. I knew how much those words had hurt her. I knew she loved me back. I could feel it. I could see it in her eyes. And I knew she would never admit it because she was too afraid to fall in love and get hurt. 

But she didn't know that she was already fallen since the first we both met. After a while I heard the front door open and then close. Someone might have left but I didn't care to find out who it was. I closed my eyes to be met with the love of my life, well afterlife.

Kathie's POV. 

"I am holding Liam's hand while we are walking down the street. We are both smiling and I can see his fangs. I love his fangs. He looks over at me and his smile becomes even bigger. He stops walking and just turn his body towards me. He bends down and hug me brigging his mouth right behind my ear. That's when I hear him whisper 'I love you, Kathie. So much.'. I can feel his fangs slicing into the warm skin of my neck. I can honestly say that I'm so addicted in the way he bites me just to taste my blood. I start hearing a knock and then Harry appears in front of me." 

I opened my eyes and saw Harry sitting beside me. 

"God, Kathie, I thought something happened to you. I was yelling at you to wake up but you weren't responding." He said. He was worried? About me? 

"I was kind of asleep." I said rubbing my eyes. 

"Well, I can say so. Look, Kathie. I wanted to talk to you about Alisa." He wanted to talk about Alisa? I was wondering what else he could say. He had already said enough back in the house.

"What about her? Did she say that I tried to kill her maybe? Or that I'm a drug addict? Or that I'm a serial killer?" I was beyond upset with everyone. 

"Kathie, just hear me out. You were right okay? Alisa is not the real Alisa. I believe you now." He said honestly.

"Why now? Why not back there when everyone was accusing me of being the most terrible person alive?" 

"I realised it when you left. Alisa was behaving really weird and unlike her. Kathie, I want to help you with this. Will you let me?" He was actually begging me.

"Harry, I-I don't know. How do I know that Alisa didn't do anything to you?" I asked breaking eye contact with him.

"She didn't. Kathie, you have to believe me. You can't do it on your own. I only want to help you." 

"Okay. You can help me." I nodded. He was right. I couldn't do it on my own and we definitely needed a vampire with us.

He smiled at me. Then, the door opened wide and the three werewolves bursted into the room, looking deadly at Harry. I sure as hell had to explain everything...