Why did you give me at first
Why you take it then
You say
I was there when you take your first step
I was there when you got ur first tooth
And I was there when u say ur first word (mama)
Why did u give me
Why u take it then
Its better to not know any thing
Better to not feel any thing
And better to not see any thing
First u lead me through the light
Then why u switch of the light
First u give me what I want
Then ,why u take it back
Now it feels like am on the edge
On the edge to the black hole
I think I find a place to hide
To hide my self from every thing
To close my eyes and sleep
To cover my ears and not hear
For ever
But that also doesn't work
I've got to dig another way
To hide my self from my fears
I know u will come one day
And take me to death
Deep into the black hole
Deep in to the darkest sky
Or
Just give me back what u take from me
Give me back what I've been loving
Give me back my happiness
My smile
My life
Give me back my mama
Better if I close my eyes forever
Cover my ears to not hear
Told you that doesn't work for my mama
You give me the happiness
The smile
Life
and birth
Why you take it back then .