why you take it back

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    Why did you give me at first
Why you take it then
      You say
  I was there when you take your first step
I was there when you got ur first tooth
And I was there when u say ur first word (mama)
               Why did u give me
      Why u take it then
Its better to not know any thing
Better to not feel any thing
And better to not see any thing
     First u lead me through the light
Then why u switch of the light
   First u give me what I want
Then ,why u take it back
     Now it feels like am on the edge
On the edge to the black hole
I think I find a place to hide
To hide my self from every thing
To close my eyes and sleep
   To cover my ears and not hear
               For ever
But that also doesn't work
I've got to dig another way
    To hide my self from my fears
I know u will come one day
   And take me to death
Deep into the black hole
   Deep in to the darkest sky
               Or
Just give me back what u take from me
  Give me back what I've been loving
        Give me back my happiness
                                   My smile
                                  My life
Give me back my mama
    Better if I close my eyes forever
             Cover my ears to not hear
Told you that doesn't work for my mama
          You give me the happiness
                                      The smile
                                            Life
                                and birth
     Why you take it back then .

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