(X) Let You Down

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Feels like we're on the edge,
Right now
I wish that I could say,
I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

All these voices in my head,
Get loud
I wish that I could shut,
Them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-Le-Let you down

Yeah,
I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can,
I don't wanna make you disappointed,
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like,
Everything I ever do wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you,
But I guess the more you thought about everything,
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah,
Imma just ignore you

Walking towards you,
With my head down,
Looking at the ground,
I'm embarrassed for you,
Paranoia,
What did I do wrong this time?
That's parents for you,
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back but you put a knife into my hands before,
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but...

Feels like we're on the edge,
Right now
I wish that I could say,
I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-Le-Let you down

All these voices in my head,
Get loud
I wish that I could shut,
Them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-Le-Let you down

Yeah,
You don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse,
Want me to listen to you,
But you don't ever hear my words,
You don't wanna know my hurt yet,
Let me guess you want an apology,
Probably,
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't so I guess imma just have to leave,

Please don't come after me,
I just wanna be alone right now,
I don't really wanna think at all,
Go ahead just drink it off,
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow,
Like nothing's wrong ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you,
You're in an awful mood,
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now,
I gave it all to you!

Feels like we're on the edge,
Right now
I wish that I could say,
I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-Le-Let you down

All these voices in my head,
Get loud
I wish that I could shut,
Them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-Le-Let you down

Yeah,
Don't talk down to me,
That's not gonna work now,
Packed all my clothes and I moved out,
I don't even wanna go to your house
Every time I sit on that couch,
I feel like you lecture me,
Eventually,
I bet that we could have made this work,
And probably woulda figured things out,
But I guess I'm a let down

But it's cool I checked out,
Oh you wanna be friends now?
Okay,
Let's put my fake face on and pretend now,
Sit around and talk about the good times,
That didn't even happen
I mean,
Why you laughin'?
Must've missed that joke,
Let me see if I can find a reaction,
No,
But at least you're happy

Feels like we're on the edge,
Right now
I wish that I could say,
I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down

All these voices in my head,
Get loud
I wish that I could shut,
Them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down

I'm sorry....
I'm so sorry now...
I'm sorry,
That I let you down...




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