It's been two weeks since I've run away. One week living with Benjamin. He's really nice and I felel like he's my older brother, even though he's not that much older than me.
I really miss everyone, including my family, Em, and the boys. I hate that the guy I love, is taken and doesn't care that I ran away. Surprisingly, Harry started to call too. Of course, I didn't answer. Ben has been stuffing me with food, goodness gracious. I was not anorexic anymore, but still very skinny. It takes longer than a week to gain back a lot of weight...which sounds weird.
When Ben figured out that singing was my hobby, I wouldn't take it as a profession, but I loved to do it for fun, he gave me an acoustic guitar. I was on the balcony outside the living room, fingering the acoustic guitar. I was bored and Ben was sitting beside me on the outdoor couch. He wanted me to play for him. He held his tea with both hands.
I started strumming the opening of She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. I really like that song ever since I heard that on the radio. (VIDEO OF HOW SHE SOUNDS ON SIDE-doesn't look like that though)
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
But somehow I want more
I don't mind spendin' everyday
Out on your corner in the pourin' rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
She will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full, and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spendin' everyday
Out on your corner in the pourin' rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
She will be loved
And she will be loved [Repeat: x3]
I know where you hide alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
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