Oh well. Looks like this sickness isn't going away, it's only getting worse. I might have to tell my doctor about this. Anyways, i told James about this, and as expected, he wasn't quite happy about it. He's been acting suspicious lately. Ever since i saw that absolutely gorgeous guy, he's been bugging me a lot. Writing "What's up?" And "What're you doing rn?" Every half an hour and it's just getting annoying. And he keeps asking if i wanna hang out. Every time i tell him no, he automatically assumes i don't love him anymore. Of corse i love him, but... I might have to break up with him. I mean... I don't love him THAT much anymore... But he's a sweet guy and i don't want to break his heart. And i know if i tell him that i want to break up, he's gonna try to convince me otherwise and threathen me with his "suicide" stuff. He really loves me and cares about me, but all i do is "care" i guess. I really don't know what to do. Should i break up with him? If i ask myself the question "am i happy?" Then the answer is no. But will breaking up with him make me happier? I don't know! What if it makes me feel even worse than before?... Whatever i guess. I'll just try to get some sleep, even though it's hard.
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Abby's Diary
RomansHi! My name is Abby. I am a basic college girl who loves to party. I have a boyfriend whose name is James. He is suchhh a sweet guy, but he's kinda abusive. I've told him to stop it, but he doesn't really listen. Yesterday, when i was walking to the...
