Jane Lake Trollhunter Fanfic

Chapter Fifthteen Whats Lost Is Now Found

Warning, scenes of self harm ahead, you have been warned, if you find scenes of self harm distressing for any reason, I beg you, DO NOT read this chapter and then complain, anyway enjoy the chapter!!! End of authors note,
I stand here alone on the roof of arcadia oaks high, feeling the wind blow about me and for once,not caring and instead letting go, fully, well not fully, having ran away from my family.... My freinds.... Everyone who had or still cares about me can't find me here. I need to be alone right now, as I look down at the people below, I am shocked to see my family, as well as all my freinds, including Hannah? , I had thought they would have all left me or something. And suddenly they all turn and look at me.as I think to myself Andddddd shit! There she is!!! Jane stay where you are!!! Blinky says,as they all turn to look at me, I look at them all, pleading looks in their eyes and then I see jim, i see him staring up at me, his eyes pleading me to stay where I am. But I ignore this as I shake my head and head down, oh come on!!! Jane stop running!!! I hear Toby yell, I quickly get myself down from. The roof and head to the safest place I know I head to the gym. I climb onto the high ropes, climbing and climbing, huffing and puffing while brushing away tears, I can't do this, I camt go back to them after running for so long... I... I can't, as I climb up to one of the vents, I lie back, relieved, I had gotten away from them all. What should I do now? Then I remembered something, and so I climbed out of the vents, and ran all the way to the music classroom, I open it and lock the door behind me and hide behind the black piano, I felt so afraid, I felt like I should always be alone becasue..... Becasue it was better this way, no one would leave me, no one would hurt me, and therefore.... I would never again need to live in Constant fear of losing the people I LOVED more then anything! I couldn't handle this life, I just.... I just couldn't, my hand wavered across the pianos black keys, loving and fighting, accusing denying, I can't imagine a world with you gone,.... I whisper sing, pressing one of the keys very softly, the joy and the chaos, the demons we are made of, I'd be so lost if you left me alone, you have locked yourself in a bathroom, I'm pacing back and fourth as you lay still, yea I still need to feel your heartbeat, I sing pressing another key, making sure no one could hear, before I played again, can you hear me screaming.... PLS DONT LEAVE ME!!! hold on I still want you, I sing and then I stop playing, I look all around and make sure no ones there, I sighed, good, I couldn't let anyone see me like this, see me broken apart and upset, and.... I think as I then take out a knife, , I get ready to cut, I take out my arm and see what none of my family or freinds would ever see,something I would never allow them to see, an arm full of horrible looking scars and bruises, yea they knew I used to cut myself, but for all they knew they could be small cuts, thease cuts weren't small, most of them were quite large, but I took out the knife, readying the blade to cut deeply by calming down my hand and holding it firmly, I take a deep breath, I need to do this.... I deserve it for running away,and for not being strong enough..for my family and my freinds, .. One.... I whispered, two, I whispered bringing the knife nearer to the skin of my arm,,,,, and finally, I say three and as I am just about to cut, I hear a scream, Nooooooo!!!!!! I hear someone yell ,
, I roll my sleeve back up, knife away in the pocket and turn to see something so shocking, I wanted to turn away, I turned towards the door to see one frightened pair of eyes, I gasp, they're my brothers, he looks at me as he yells, let me in!!! He says, I stand up from where I was sitting and shake my head, trying my best not to cry, I hated having to disobey my brother, but I had no choice, I crawl back into the vents, ready to make my escape when I suddenly hear the window of the music room smash, and my waist is seized by too blue arms, I scrambled and tried to get away, but I couldn't, as the blue hands pulled me out of the vents, ever so gently, but both hands having a Firm grip on my waist, suddenly we both fall to the ground, I try to get away then, but I just feel so tired, as jim Pulls out a walkie talkie, mom? I found her, tell the others to meet me in the music room, give us a minite he says before he signs off, I sigh deeply, knowing full and well, that I officially, was screwed if Jim took me back, I would be grounded and probably never left alone again if he or anyone saw what I thought he saw and as a teenager... I NEEDED my alone time!! So I tried to get away, but jim spoke, oh no you don't!!! Not again, he says as he grabs my hand, I look at him, Jim.. Please let go off me,... I can't.... I say, trying to release myself from his grasp as he yells at me, startling me, what? Why Do you keep on running from me?!! Why? Sorry, let's change that, why do you keep running from US?!! Why??! Did we do something? I shake my head, tears streaming down my cheek, no... You didn't do anything.... I just.... Deserve to.... I begin, still crying a bit, be on your own?..... No... You TRULY don't Janey, he says, calling me by a name he had called me when I was younger,way before everything happened, me being taken away from my mother and brother,and wayyyyy before the abuse pls, Jim.... all I have ever done is hurt you and... Its not even your fault!! ... I say half crying now, how did you hurt me? He asks me, his blue eyes looking puzzled, then thinking.... As I look back at him, oh the argument... Hmmm.... yea well... I get it.... Why your mad... Not that I liked it cus uh I didn't but.... I get it, he looks at me, his eyes full of hope and understanding. I look at him, yea? What exactly do you understand? I ask, firmly and wanting to raise my voice but remembering to keep calm, I get why your yelling at me and stuff, he says, do you tho? Do you understand that the reason Im scared is beacause..... once you leave tommrow, I may never see you again? I ask, ready to argue my point, is that all? He asks, UHH... Well yea, of course it is, what else is there? I ask knowing there WAS something else, but Jim had enough on his plate, I didn't wanna put him Through anymore, besides, I had him searching for me for ages, I should have known he would've tried to find me. Along with the others in our family, I think of this sitting down on a seat, as jim goes to the door and unlocks it, then turns back to me, and sits down next to me, I sigh, what was I supposed to do now? I could a run again, B tell him everything or C run to Hannah house hmmm C was tempting so I was about ready to get up when I heard Hannah yelling, down the corridoor Jane?!! Jane?!! Oh god pls tell me your OK!!! She yells, crying and screaming through the coridoors.
My heart begins to ache for her, my best freind who had come to help find me.... She cared about me, and by the volume of her yelling and by the tone of panic and fear in her voice... She seemed to care an awful lot, i smiled, grateful I had a best freind like her, as jim locked the door, Jim what are you doing? I ask, he turns to me after locking the door and speaks firmly, neither of us are leaving this room until you tell me what's wrong, what? Jim. No you can't..... I... I begin but am cut off, no!! I am not about to let this go like its Nothing! This... He says taking the knife out of my pocket, isn't anything that can be helped by being ignored!!! He says, kind of yelling, I had never known his voice to be so loud, unless.... He meant what he was saying. I immeediatly feel really guilty for being mean to Jim earlier, I also felt bad for leading him on this chase, especially when the end result was just having found me, To me I didn't seem worth anything.my self worth was low, Especially not worth running around for ages, but depite what I thought, Jim was STILL here. Yea no, I have a feeling that's not the only reason why you ran and I really do get it, he says, what do you think is wrong with me then?
I ask, my voice sounding uncertain I wanted to hear the answer probably not, jim sighs deeply and sits with me now, behind the piano as I try not to look at him, I think that this whole being able to defeat morgana and actually having people who care about you.... THAT IS WHAT BOTHERS YOU. he says firmly, uhhhh well... Um.... That's true but....i say stuttering as my brother leans in, yea that's all that's wrong, thanks for the lecture, I say as I get up and try to unlock the door, then I turn to the vents, I can't tell Jim what happened with Victoria cus if I do.... I didn't know what he would say, would he hate me? Would he hunt down Victoria and kill her? I didn't know, and honestly..i wasnt sure if I wanted to, I try to get through the vents, but Jim stops me, why do you keep on running jane? You were fine earlier but now.. . He says leading off, I look at him dead in the eyes, I am fine,i just need to be alone right now, I say trying to get away from him, why? He asks softly because!!!!! I just need to be alone!! So please just.... Go away!!! I say crawling through the vents, and to my surprise, Jim sighs deeply and starts following me, wow stalker much?! I ask going up, he doesn't say anything, instead he continues following me, Jane?!! I then see Hannah face, peering at me as I am about to exit the vent, I look behind me, but I find Jim is still there, I sigh and then I look up, sensing what I am about to do, Hannah yells, Jane no!!! Pls!! She says but I climb up the higher vent, I can't face them, I climb and climb, higher and higher until I am then at the roof again, I get up there and let out a huge sigh, as I sit down on a bench. I look down at myself and know I can't do this anymore, thease people really did care for me, and having all this love and support, not to mention the fact they came after me.... It... It was overwhelming, so this is where the young and restless come to when everyone is searching for them hmm? I look at the figure startled, ready to fight, but see its blinky, why was he here? He was just my brothers trainer, and.... Surrogate father, but that didn't mean he cares for me, he probably was only doing this becasue my brother cared for me,..... Right? I shake my head, and try to run away, but find I am too tired, my legs tremble, tiredly as I collaspe to the ground,
I get up again and try to sit, looking away from blinky, I beleive somone is tired, miss Jane, he says my name grandly, as if it matters, yea well, I probably wouldn't be tired if you guys weren't so blooming persistent in finding me, I'm shocked your even here, no offence blinky, I say looking at the blue, multieyed troll in one of his many eyes, and why would I not be here miss Jane? He asks, his arms folded, well two of them, I shrug, still looking away from blinky, just becasue I am not a human like yourself.... It doesn't mean I don't have human like emotions, we all want to be loved and appreciated, I beleive, if I may miss Jane, you haven't yet experienced much love, so all of this love and care that your now receiving seems to overwhelm you, am I correct? He asks, I nod, stunned, I think there is something else wrong however, he says, I look at him, blinky, you have no idea what your talking about, I'm fine!!! I say laughing, putting on my mask, blinky looks me up and down, his face full of doubt, I am fine blinky!!! I say again trying to reassure him,if you were fine, miss lake then we wouldn't be here, having this conversation, Jane, he says serious now, your not as you say fine, so would you please tell me what is wrong? What is it that's really bothering you? He asks, placing his multiple blue hands on my shoulder, I try to speak, then sigh, OK, blinky... Did my brother ever have to lie about anything? Even though he didn't want to? I ask blinky nods, and then pulls me onto his lap, surprising me about why he would let me even sit next to him, never mind on him, I want to protest but blinky has already started speaking, miss Jane, when your brother was chosen to be the trollhunter, only one person who lived in arcaidia knew, the rest of his family and freinds did not have a clue. What did he do? I asked blinky, well master Jim, from what I recall, didn't like hiding his new identity from anyone, but one person in his life, he hated deceiving more then anything, he says wait, are you saying that Jim hid the information even from.... I ask suddenly shocked at Jim, yes he even hid it from his mother. Blinky says sonding blunt. Whoa soo how did mum find out? I ask no longer crying on the inside. well, strickler and your brother were working with dral, to help capture angor rot, so when they heard a knock an the door.... Blinky says, I nod, it was mum? I ask, blinky nods yes, she was badly hurt that night, and finding out her son was the trollhunter..it wasn't an easy thing to process... It wouldn't be for any caring adult, but alas, all of that is over and done now, and that brings us to the present, where you still haven't told me what is caused you to run away from us all night. He says looking at me, I sigh, I had to tell somone, so I begin, blinky, it's about Victoria..i lead off when I see a certain half troll, half human, uh oh... I think, so what about Victoria? What did that asshole do? I swear I'll.... He begins, but blinky gives him a stern look, that says it can wait. Sorry, what about Victoria? And also why have you been running from us all night? He asks sitting down, OK so... I begin but then, I am cut off when I am embraced by hannah, I cry into her arms as mum, strickler, arrrgh, Toby and Claire all join us on the roof, soon they are all waiting for me to speak, OK so basically.... My dad's... Partner,,, Victoria, I saw her about to be attacked by blinky, not that I blame you blinks, I hear gasps of shock and horror, what was victoria doing in arcadia in the first place? If she thinks she is gonna take you away, she has another thing coming! Mum says angrily, everyone nods and agrees, anyway.... When I saw her about to be attacked by blinky... I um took her away for a minite.... Deep into our garden.... Everyone leans in closer, and I asked her why she was here, she said she came to..... Apologise apparently, so I let her apologise and... That's basically it,I say trying to end my story beacause I wasn't sure if I should continue with it, but I hear strickler speak, oh no, that's clearly not it, where did Victoria go after she apologised? Strickler says with a firm Voice, uhhhh well.... Ahem, OK so basically.... I heard Jim coming and I knew what would happen if Jim saw Victoria, so Without anyone seeing..... I let her go.... I say, voice sounding a little scared as I see my families reactions, you did what?!! Hannah yells, I nod, wait hang on everyone.... Jane why did you let her go? Toby asks silencing everyone, becuase....i knew if she stayed here in arcadia, it wouldn't be long before she got herself killed or worse, if she adopted a child to abuse since our father and me is no longer apart of her life. so yes I let her go, and I told her never to come back to arcadia, if she does.... Then I promise all of you can yell at her until the police come to arrest her, I say finishing the story and feeling a massive weight become lifted of my shoulders, everyone looks shocked, wait so you... Didn't want us to hurt her or anything? Even though she's hurt you, like all your life?!! Claire asks sounding confused and. Outraged, yea. why would you want to protect her? She did nothing but hurt you... How could you have simply just let her go with a warning? Jim asks, his voice sounding like claires, concerned I take a deep breath, becasue I know yelling at her and punching her would not have solved anything, I would still be here in arcadia, I would still have gotten abused all those years ago, of course it would have felt...... Great but years down the line, despite all the shit she put me though.... I would regret hurting her, I know I would, so that's why jim, but you guys are forgetting... That's not the reason I ran away... Everyone looks at me in wonder and in shock. Then why did you run away kiddo? Tell us why!!! My mother says, because.... All of this....I say admittedly, The swords and the magic and the trolls and... The fact that I killed one of the most powerful sorcerers in the planet, the fact I almost lost somone I loved more then anything..... I say walking around... I couldn't handle it, any of it anymore, I mean claire and Toby and jim and ALL of you have been apart of this world WAY longer then I have, so you won't immediatly blame yourself if something goes wrong but.... Me? I had LITERALLY no clue about what I was capable off, I Left becasue I thought, if I were braver, stonger in that damn fight then Maybe.... Maybe Zane would be with us now... , maybe you all wouldn't be so disappointed in me. And that got me back to thinking... What if... What if I lose all of you.... Like I almost lost Zane... I wouldn't be able to bear it.... Thats why I ran becasue.... If I left.... I wouldn't have to face the Pain and the hurt that comes with losing the people you love the people who make you feel speacial and perfect and..loved , with losing... YOU all of you... I say finally, letting out the water works, i put my head into my knees, my eyes buried in my arms, I can no Longer bear the sadness building up in me, yet being ignored still. Then in the middle of my sob fest, I feel a hand patting me on the back, oh Jane, I haven't been in this world any longer then you have i hear Hannah say, she lifts up my head, I smile into those beautiful brown eyes, mum, strickler and jim Look at me their eyes full of tears, and as soon as Hannah let's me go, mum. Immediatly gets up and runs towards me until she gets to me, and lifts me up and hugs me tight, oh Jane, were you really feeling That way? She asks I nod, I'm. Sorry I ran mum, I say still crying into her chest, she smiled,as she puts me down, don't worry, your grounded the minite we get home, she says, I smile how long? I ask, two weeks.. I sigh deeply, fine,.. I say and then I am embraced yet again, by Jim, you gave me a heart attack, Jane seriously, he says, but he then smiles and hugs me, I know, I'm sorry, I will try not to run off like that again, I say, Jim Nods, I know but seriously you do know I ran. Off the day I became a half troll right? He asks, yes well, you didn't get to stick around for the all mighty grounding, I say I do, I'm gonna be grounded till the day I move out, I say, he nods, seriously tho, Victoria is lucky you helped her escape, otherwise... She would have been torn apart, he says, UHH I hope you mean conflicted, I say, then I hear arrgh say NO limb from Limb! Jim nods, happily, thank god she's probably halfway out of arcadia by now, I think, still scared jim would somehow find her and Victoria really WOULD be torn, limb from limb,
Claire and Toby came up to me, claire hugging me so tightly, I couldn't breathe, do that again and I swear, I'll put a tracker on you kid, kasppeshe? She says, I nod, yea, you scared the beans out of us!! Like when jim Ran off, man you lakes are fast!! Toby says breathlessly, I nod, yes well, soooo you guys are leaving tommmorow huh? I ask, Claire nods, yea, but hey, your gonna be OK, you know that right? And we will come back... Just.... Claire begins as Toby nods, just not for a while, it's... OK Claire, really, and don't worry I won't run off anywhere when your gone... I'll stick with the people I love the most.... I say smiling, Claire nods and hugs me, good, Hannah comes up from behind me, don't worry, I will be watching Jane like a hawk, she will be fine!! Hannah says with a smile, I nod, unfortunatly, I say giggling as Hannah laughs too as well as Toby and Claire, and then we head back to the house, everyone makes sure I'm OK and some of the trolls head back to troll Market, including blinky. I relasied that Jim should be heading back with them, so I smile when I find him waving goodbye to blinky, hey, you should probably go too you know, I say, Jim looks at me, kinda in shock, oh? I thought you didn't want me to go? He asks I smile jim, i say taking his hand, of course I don't want you to go... But hey I will still be here when you get back,.. If your coming back but not the point, the point is that.... Those trolls need a heartstone as soon as possible and hey, ill be OK, I'm just glad that we were able to spend this time together now. I say smiling, trying my best not to cry, Jim looks at me and just smiles, he goes onto his knees and looks me in the eyes, I'm so proud of you sis... You have grown up so much... Just promise me something, he says smiling too, what is it? I ask, promise me, you won't put yourself into too much danger and don't start slacking off in high school, but above all... Promise me you won't change too much, i love you sis, he says hugging me, I love you too big bro, and so after a goodbye to mum and strickler, and to Toby and a promise he would be back soon, him and Claire held hands and walked into heartstone Trollmarket, to gather supplies and the other trolls to head to new Jersey.
I smiled, even though I hated saying goodbye, Hannah still stood beside me, Toby and arrgh told me that I reminded them of jim, i smiled at the thought and thanked them, come on Jane, we have school tommrow, Hannah says walking home with me, oh come on, seriously? How much work have I missed? I ask, Hannah shrugs I honestly don't know, but we will find out tommrow, so do you think your brother will ever come back to arcadia? Hannah asks, I look at her and shrug, I really don't know, I hope so, I can't beleive we actually pulled it off, Hannah says smiling I nod, I know, after a while, Hannah and me both say our goodbyes and head to our own homes, here I am back in my room again after all the goodbyes and heartaches and all, I still end up back here. I walk into my room and then find a wrapped box, i look at the name tag and it says to Jane, happy birthday, love Jim and family, I smiled and opened the box, remembering... Today was my birthday!! And I had forgotten all about it. I open the box to reveal a photo album, I look inside and there are loads of photos of me and jim and the rest of the trolls, there's one picture of me and Hannah and Zane, I sighed, my brother it seems could take a lot of pictures when you weren't looking, I flick through the album, loving every photo and there at the end next to a letter, I find a final photo with me, Jim, mum and strickler, I smile at it, trying not to cry and I soon see the letter, it read
dear Jane, if your reading this, then I am probably back in troll market again, heading back to New Jersey, Jane you have come so far and its obvious to me, that someday..you may just be apart of our team... The trollhunters. The day I return,, you may be coming with me, but I promise.... It won't be for a long, Long time.
But until then, enjoy high-school, because trust me, its the only part of life that stays normal, everything else in your life, with me being a half troll and your boyfreind being a wizard.... Let's just say that family reunions will be very interesting. Jane, your so much stronger then you think, im so proud of you and how you deafeted morgana, you finished the fight and becasue of it, Claire and me and the rest of us trolls, are all free again, thanks to you and mum and the rest.
So pls don't grow up too fast kiddo,that's all for now,
Love your big bro jim and all of troll Market.
Ps happy birthday sis, took all those photos when you weren't looking. Sorry not sorry!!
I finished reading the letter and I smiled, I took the photo album and hugged it to my chest, placing it with all my valuable possesions. The photo album was blue and fitted in nicely with all my other wordly possessions inside my treasures box. I have dinner with strickler and mum, then they both explain my grounding, and then I head up to bed, anxious for what the next day would bring.
The next morning I am awoken by my alarm clock. I get dressed, head downstairs for breakfast and then head to school with Hannah, we drive our bikes past the canal, I smiled at it, this canal had caused a load of stuff to happen, hey Jane!! Come on!! We are. Gonna be late!! Hannah yells from. I front of me, OK ok I'm. Coming I yell laughing as we both cycle to school.
At school, everyone comes rushing up to me and Hannah, asking us why we werent at school for ages, until miss normura saves us, OK everyone, nothing to see here, back to class, she says, with her same wheezing voice, all of the students immediately walk away, mumbling, thanks miss normura, Hannah says as I nod, yes you saved our butt's, I say, miss normura turns to us and smiled it's OK, so where have you guys been all this time? She asks, UHHH I stutter, Hannah wanna explain? I ask, she shakes her head, Hannah and me are now unsure of what to do, we stand there, stupidly, wondering what to do, until miss normura laughs, I'm. Kidding, I know what you guys were up too, she says smiling uhhhh you do? I ask, miss normura nods, yes, you took a week to study for your finals which are coming up!! She says, I sigh of relief, yes!! Yes we did!!! I say nodding, relieved that she hadn't said something else. Well then, head on to class, she says walking off, I nod as does Hannah, thank merlin for that!!! Hannah says wiping her brow, I nod, yea, hey my birthday was yesterday and I forgot all about it, can you beleuve that?!! I say, wondering if Hannah forgot too, she smiles widely, yes well, I didn't, she says with a smile and takes out a wrapped parcel from her bag, open it later ok? She says sternly, I nod, and so together we both head to science class,

Meanwhile in the staff room of arcadia oaks high, miss normura was making a phone call, come on strickler pick up the damn phone!! Miss normura hisses, until finally she heard Stricklanders voice, hello? Miss normura? Is that you? He says, yes who else would it be? So... Where have Hannah and Jane been for two weeks strickler? She asks, thinking it an important question as two of her students had been away for two weeks, no one had told her that this would be happening, no notes had been given in to excuse them from class. Nothing, it had happened, completely out of the blue!! Yes well, maybe you should take a guess? He says, fine, morgana? She says sounding bored, strickler speaks again, yes, Hannah and Jane took the time of school to.... Strickler starts, detest Morgana, got it, were they successful? Miss normura asks, yes they were, Jane was able to lift the sword of merlin from the stone, and so.... She was able to defeat Morgana..... I, gotta say, im Impressed, right well, thanks for telling me, strickler, talk soon, miss normura says as she hangs up, she wonders, what kind of student had she just started teaching?
Back in science class, Hannah and Jane were chatting, so are you looking forward to christmas? Hannah asks me, I look back at her and try to smile, uh yea I guess so, it's been a while since I had a proper christmas, since.... You know. I say leading off as Hannah thankfully nods yes, but don't worry, this year is gonna be awesome sauce!! Hannah says as I smile at the similarities between Toby and hannah. As we then are told politely by miss Janet to stop talking and then when the class is over, we keep on going to all our different classes and getting catch up work for all our classes and even working on it until the day is finished, Hannah calls her mum to ask if she can come over to mine so we can both get started on our catch up work Who agrees, thanks mum, be home later, she says as she hangs up, what time is later excatly? I ask, she shrugs, maybe.... About 7 or 8..why do you ask? She asks me, uh well Hannah your my best friend and I love you but.. I've already had to put up with you all day!!I say, she laughs, I know, she says and so we both head into my house, finding no one home and a note explaining dinner was in the fridge, we headed up to my room, for hours, we chatted, ate and laughed as we studied a weeks worth of maths. We finally parted ways as Hannah returned home, I just sat on my own for a little while, chilled then went to bed, realising it would soon be christmas eve. I snuggled into bed, smiling at the fact I was no longer gonna be spending christmas alone in vermont, wishing I had never been born. I smiled at the fact I had a family now. Freinds, and so many people cared about me, that was more beautiful to me then anything, I smiled as I drifted peacefully off to sleep. I hoped Jim was safe and also sleeping soundly tonight.

Meanwhile back with Jim, Jim, Claire and the other trolls decided they were going to stay near an old dump site for the night. So they could all rest. Jim and claire shifted together, as blinky joined them, master Jim, fair claire, how are you both? He asks, smiling, Jim smiles and nods, we are doing OK blinky, he says smiling as Claire nods, yes.... But.... Claire says looking away, what is it Claire? Jim asks wondering what was wrong with his girlfreind, it's nothing.... Its just..... I don't like how we had to leave Jane behind, Claire says sadly, looking away from everyone, clearly upset, Claire.. You know if we Brought her along, we would be putting her in danger, I can't lose anyone else, especially after drawl.... I can't lose my sister Claire,its like with you and Enrique!! He says looking at Claire, remembering how she had almost lost her brother forever when he had been taken to the darklands, Jim, that's different and you know it!! Claire says speaking up, blinky kow looks around him, unsure of what to do with two lovers who were arguing, yet he loved both of them equally so he couldn't take sides. Master jim, if I may, blinky begins but doesn't get far as claire and jim start bickering once more, how is this not any different? Jim asks, Claire sighs and speaks becuase Jane is more then a couple of days old jim, plus she defeated morgana!!! Doesn't that just prove she can handle herself?! Claire says rasing her voice, Jim shakes his head, and sighs frustrated ly Claire, I lost my sister once alright? But I can't and will Not lose her again!! Jim says also raising his voice now, Claire looks at him shocked, having no idea he had lost her once. Claire understood what it was like to lose a younger sibling, she smiles sadly, and hugs Jim, Jim hugs her back, im sorry, I had no idea, still... Claire says softly, Jim nods, I know, still... Your right.. She has grown up quite a lot.. I just... Jim begins, I suggest we let your sister decide, a voice says coming from behind them,the figure then walks out revealing....
Merlin.... Jim whispers, as Claire stands beside him shocked as well as blinky.