hell with me

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hell yeah l am so fucking frustated l cant think of anything I dont know what to do. life has become so unreal.so much failure in my whole fucking life.....so much problems which I cant solve so much pain l cant get rid of. so much..... l cant cry one single drop of tear dont escape my eyes.......
aaaaaaaaaa.. .

why me
why cant I just have fun like someone else why cant l be like normal as anyone....

why those words are running again again through my mind

l cant concentrate to any book....
cant hear any music
cant see any movie...............

life has become so lifeless like dead....... .....

life becomes hell...yeah you got right helll
hope?
no chance...
smile?
long goneee from my lips..

tears?????
they are afraid to drop from my eyes....

depression?????

yeah. thats the thing.

frustration??????
hmmm..

angry??????

yes..l am angry.Angry with everybody..... with the whole fucking world........
with myself...

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