My random book of randomness.

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Warning: Depressing stuff ahead and deep feel...

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I'm sure now. I hate life.

Some of my friend are like "talk to us about it". But i dont wanna. Cause life suck.

I sight every five sec.

I dont enjoy music anymore.

I think about cut, and suicide.

I look at myself and think I'm ugly.

I dont give a shit about people. I dont wanna be meen, hum?

When you see me laught, you see me forcing myself to laught.

Everything is depressing. Everything. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

I dunno anymore... I can't think right.

I wanna know how dead is. It is good? It is bad? How does it feel? Does it like a infiny dream? I would like that. Or is it like a entirer black or white place? Do you have compagny? Or are you alone? I like being alone. But...

I think the only thing who keep me alive is... People. I like to hug people. They think It's just a way for me to annoy them, but when I hug, who ever it is, I dont wanna let go. You know?

I feel like crap.

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*sight*

Take a fucking cookie...

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So all that to say thank to you people, follower, friend...

I dont even know if I still have friend... IRL.

They probably think that I have a problem in my head...

Well I do have one. My self-esteem.. I dont one anymore...

*sight*

Leave that like, comment... And banana..

Enderlox: Plz. Do it.

Me: Follow too... GOD I FEEL LIKE CRAP!!!

Enderlox: ... *hug*

Me: *hug back*

Enderlox: *try to pull away*

Me: *whisper* dont you dare pull away...

Enderlox: ...

~•~Lily out ~•~