Right Next To You ||Markson|| ✔️

37

"Hey, baby." Mark said as soon as he entered my room. I saw the guilt in his eyes.

I stood up, with dried tears stain on my cheeks. The sadness suddenly went away and all I felt was anger.

"Where the hell have you been?" I asked him as he bit his lips and fiddled with his phone. "I asked you a question, Mark."

"I was busy." He said softly.

"You were busy? With what exactly? Because I called you last night and you said you were done with what you were doing and you were about going to bed and that you'll be here first thing this morning. But it's 5pm." I said as he looked down before looking up at me, coming closer.

"Baby, listen to me, please." He said as he took my hand and held it.

"I'm listening," I said still glaring at him.

"After I left here last night, I went home and helped my mom out with what I told you. Then I was about sleeping when I received a call." He paused as he looked down.

My brows furrowed and I tilted my head, as if to look at him very well.

"Who called you?" I asked as he rubbed my hand.

"It was uh,.. Baby, listen until the end please." He said with a shaky voice.

"Damn it, Mark! Who called you?!" I raised my voice, making him flinch and for a second I saw fear in his eyes. I felt bad for doing that but I brushed away the feeling, maintaining my stern look.

"It was, uh, it was Min Ho." He said as I grabbed my hand away forcefully. "Baby, please. He was drunk and he got beaten and I had to go help him. And I couldn't leave him all alone so I spent the night and he fell sick and I had to take him to the hospital today an-"

"Wait- what?" I asked, my heart pounding hard against my chest. "You spent the night?"

"It's not what you think, baby. I swear." He said  reaching for my hand.

"Don't touch me!" I shouted looking at him unbelievably.

"Baby." He whispered out, tears running down his face.

"How could you?" I asked. "I needed you so much today. I wanted to be in your arms today. I needed the comfort of my boyfriend. I needed someone to tell me everything was going to be okay. I needed you more than ever today, Mark." I said, my own tears falling finally. "But instead you decided to spend it with your ex boyfriend?"

"I'm sorry, baby. I had to help him, please." He said as I felt my anger build up 3 times more. He was even still defending his actions.

"FUCK, MARK!" I shouted making him step back. "You know something, you can leave."

"What?"

I went to my door and opened it. "Leave, Mark. I don't wanna see you."

"Baby, please."

"Jackson?" My mom called, as she came in front of my room and looked at both of us. I put my head down, covered my face with my hand that wasn't holding unto the door knob, and sobbed silently. "What's going on?"

None of us answered because we were too busy crying our hearts out.

"Mark, leave, please." I said. "I'm too hurt to look at you."

"Please, baby. I'm sorry." Mark said coming close to me again, making me throw my head back, sighing heavily.

"I'll leave you both to sort this out." My mom said as she left.

Mark came over and placed his hand on my chest. "Baby, I'm sorry, please. I know what I did was wrong. I know I know."

"Okay then. If you're not leaving, then I will." I said as I turned around to leave, but then what I heard next made my heart shatter.

"I'll kill myself if you do, I swear."

"W-what?" I asked as I turned around to face him.

"Walk out that door and I swear Jackson, I'll kill myself." He said with tears streaming down his face.

I fell to the ground and wiped my own tears, feeling frustrated.

"I'm tired of everyone finding fault in me and leaving, breaking my heart all the time." Mark said sobbing. "I know I'm fucked up, like really really fucked up but can't you just over look it?"

I looked at him from the corner of my eyes, crying silently.

"I know today's a very big and emotional day for you and I'm so sorry I missed it. I'm sorry I wasn't there to hold you and comfort you. I'm sorry I couldn't kiss away your pains. I'm sorry I let you hurt and cry alone. I'm sorry that you thought I was going to be here earlier and I wasn't. I'm so sorry that I disappointed you, Jackson. I'm sorry that I'm this messed up. I'm sorry that I can't be perfect for you. But there's one thing I'm perfect at, which is loving you. I love you so much, Jackson. I don't want you to think for even a second that Min Ho means anything to me. How can I even try to think of any other man when I have you? When all you've done is love and cherish me. When you've brought out the best in me that I didn't even know I had." Mark said and I couldn't stop crying as I watched him. "And it kills me to know that I hurt you this much, baby. I'll do anything in this world to take the pain away. I'll give my life up just so you don't ever hurt. That's how much I love you. I'm sorry, Jackson. I really am." He said as he used his hands to cover his face, sobbing into them.

I felt the anger, pain and depression leave me as I stood up and walked over to my perfect boyfriend. I pulled his hands away from his face, and he looked down so I wouldn't see him cry.

"Its a little too late for that, babe." I said smiling.

"S-still, I-I don't want y-you to see me c-cry again." He said as I raised his face up to look into his eyes.

"I don't know why you keep saying you're not perfect for me. It hurts me whenever you say that." I said as he turned away.

"But it's true. I'm so messed up and I hurt you," He said pouting sadly.

"Everyone makes mistakes. And we do things that hurt our loved ones once in a while but that doesn't mean we don't love them anymore. We're humans, it's just what we do." I said as he looked at me. "I'm so sorry that I got so mad and scared you."

"It's okay." He said biting his lips.

"Don't ever threaten me with you killing yourself. It's not funny." I said as he frowned.

"I'm sorry, I just got tired of myself." He said.

"Then you wanna leave me here? You don't love me?"

"Of course, I do, baby. Why would you even ask me that?"

"Then don't ever say that. Cos if you love me like you say, you wouldn't want to hurt me that much." I said as he nodded.

"I promise I won't." Mark said. "Promise you'll never leave me, Jackson, please."

"I'd never ever leave you." I said as we smiled at each other. "I love you so much, babe."

"I love you too, baby." Mark said as we both connected our lips.

I closed my eyes and melted into the kiss. I wrapped my arms around Mark's waist and pulled him close. Our tongues danced together and it felt like I was going crazy. I was so so turned on and I felt my member becoming so so hard. I deepened the kiss and Mark kept rocking his hips against me. I pulled out of the kiss and moaned out. Our breathes hitting our faces.

"Make love to me, Jackson."

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A/n Hey again guys! This is the second to last part of this story. I'm going to be posting the last chapter later tonight. I can't believe it's coming to an end. I enjoyed writing this story. I'm gonna miss it so much. And if you'd like another Markson story from me, tell me. I hope you enjoyed the story because I did. You can also go check out my other stories.
See you later. Bye!