Agent Peter Parker: Peter Parker of HYDRA

Chapter 5: What Remains (edited)

Peter's POV

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What have I done?

Am I doing the right thing?

Would aunt May and uncle Ben be happy?

no... they wouldn't right?

The only thoughts in my head were questions,

questions that were considering if I was doing the right thing.

Questions that were making me think about my actions,

Questions that were changing my mind,

Questions that made me think of my only family left.

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I got out of bed after a long week of fixing up the base.

I walked to the built-in kitchen that was in my room.

After deciding what to make ( a very English breakfast ),

and shoved my thoughts to the back of my head and started cooking.

After I was done, I sat down at the table in my room.

'Was I doing the right thing?' I thought,

'Nah, I'll think about this later.'

After I finished eating, I got up and went to help out around the base.

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At Night ( same day )

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"Ahhh..." I said as I jumped onto my bed,

I went back to thinking about what I could do later if I left Hydra,

I would be in senior year at Midtown,

I could build a company? Nah, (hint for a book I'm writing)

I could get a job.

Ned would be there right?

Oh wait, he left...

That means that I would have no friends.

Am i really a monster?

I did kill people...

Their families are probably devastated.

I can't go back as spiderman... They'll hate me.

I definitely am not going back to the avengers...

And if I leave Hydra, there is a high chance that I would be labeled as a traitor...

And...

And.....

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...I'd be alone.

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The next day

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Adrik's (remember him?) POV:

I was working on some of Hydra's files for a new attack on a small village on the edges of Russia when somebody knocked on the door.

"come in!" I said to whoever knocked,

"Adrik?" the voice I then recognised as Peter said.

"Yes Пётр (Peter)?"

"can I talk to you for a bit?" he asked,

"ok," I answered pushing the papers aside.

"what do you need?"

"um...can I ask you something?" he asked,

"yea'?"

After a long pause.

"what would happen if I left Hydra?" He finally said,

I thought about it for a while.

Peter had grown on me for the time that he was part of hydra.

He acted like a father for the teen, as he knew that he hadn't had a very good record with parental-figures.

He wanted the best for him, as he had lost most of the hope he had in Hydra long before he met Peter.
He was pretty sure Peter felt the same for him, as everybody kept nagging at him that he acted like a father for the teen and the other way around too.

After another long pause i said,

"well, if you had a good reason... They'd probably be fine with it."

"but what if they don't think that it's a good reason?" he questioned.

"..." I thought for a bit,

"Do you want to leave?" I said, dodging the question.

"......kinda?" he answered,

"well then, I can plan for you to leave."

"REALLY? YOU CAN?" he said surprised,

"i mean... Why not?"

"Since you have been loyal to hydra, they would probably let you go live a normal life." i said while putting quotation marks on 'normal'.

He gave me an annoyed look,

"I can arrange your leave for next month."

"okay, thank you for everything."

"no problem. I was going to retire soon anyway, so I can go with you instead."

He looked at me in surprise as he got up,

"you were going to quit?"

I nod, answering.

He then snaps out of his trance and walks to the door,

"Again, Thank you!" was the last thing he said before he closed the door and walked down the hallway to his room.

'I can live a happy life with Peter by my side when I leave then, huh.