Walking there across the way
You know
It's a wavy road I follow
...
I wanna stop
...
Stop
All the drugs and the boozing, the late nights
Lonely walks in a haze
Things aren't always what they seem
All it ever seems to be
...
Is sad souls with happy faces
Fake smiles and real people
With
Real pain
I swear to god man some times I get so ashamed
That I just wash the pain away
I've been in a real
Dark place
No
Not lately, but seemingly always
I think and think
Maybe
I think too much
What I need is a get away, so I take a trip
Next thing I know
I'm walking down a wavy road
Everything
Looks suspended in time
But
.........
What do you expect after six hits of blotter
Taking these lonely steps
I contemplate my fate on this earth
To no effect
Upon taking a break giving my weary soul a rest
I take a look towards the stars
To which I realize nothing matters
Lighting my cigarette
and
Taking a long pull, inhaling
As I let out the smoke
A
Single tear drop falls
I wonder, will anything ever feel better
Memories that haunt my mind in a loop
Stuck on repeat
Not ones of hate
But those of which that belong to ghosts of my past
People I once knew but have long since left me
And ones I'll never speak to or see again
I'm not sure what's worse
Losing
Some one you love
By death
Taking them away
Or people you loved and still love being alive but not having anything to do with you
Yeah
...
Maybe I do think too much
I can't help it
I'm not left with much else but me, myself and I
Only me and these thoughts of mine
Ones of confusion
A very nice man once told me
...
"It's better to be lost, than to never be seeking"
I suppose he's right.
However
There's nothing in this world that won't bring pain
Eventually
So
...
I suppose just go on living
But
Don't fall down the rabbit hole
It's a long way down
Take it from me
I can personally tell you
No body floats down there, everyone is stuck
Gasping for some kind of relief
An end to the madness that soaks the mind
In there
Trying to get out
It's all fun for awhile, till it isn't
......
Being stuck in a endless spiral of distress
And
Self loathing
I'm a prime example
Lose yourself in life and the goals you set
The
destinations you wish to reach
Don't
Get lost chasing a little white rabbit
Thank you.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
It's Dark in Here
TerrorMostly just thoughts, some sort of insanity with a little bit of sanity. Not sure, but it's weird because it's coming from me, so you know. I mean you don't so. Don't, I guess? Whatever, do what you want🤷♂️
