Im so fucking done

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Im so done. No one understands the pain. Someone left me. He said he would never give up on me. I never really opened up so if you want me to open up here it goes: i suffer from depression, anxiety, and insomnia, meaning i cant sleep, i get panick attacks for no reason and im anorexic. Im just done he said he would never leave and then he had the nerve to tell someone i told him my boyfriend was fake! Like what the hell is wrong with you. YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS i thought we were friends. How could you. I was literally crying for 5 hours in my bathroom on the floor. No one gets it. If you get it then cool. Im just done. Life hates me. What would happen if i died today? So thank you @hard_line for showing me i could never count on you for Anything. Hope your fucking happy with yourself. You hurt me. I thought i could trust you. I cared for you when you broke my heart. This is the reason i block my feelings out because people come and pretend to care then they hurt me or walk out. From now on i may not feel anymore. Im just over all the pain. May my soul rip ❤️

----my favorite poem right now----

🌹roses are red🌹

💐violets are blue💐

🍬sugar is sweet🍬

👉and so are you👈

However,the roses are wilting

And the violets are dead

The sugar bowls empty

And my wrists are stained red

Im sorry.

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