Luca and I

Part 2

*you stare into lucas eyes and just smile he smiles back you lay down on his lap and you guys just sit in silence for a good 2 minutes*
Luca: are you still awake baby?
Y/n: yeah *lets out deep breath*
Luca: you ok?
Y/n: what? Oh yeah just thinking
Luca: about what?
Y/n: a lot *you sigh and sit up*
Luca: are you sure? You seem a bit tensed
Y/n: yeah im fine babe *you look at him and give him a reasuring smile*
Luca: ok but you better not be lying
Y/n: im not...
Luca: ok * luca grabs your hands and looks you straight in the eyes*
Luca: you know you can tell me anything right?
Y/n: yeah
Luca: ok because your so beautiful and smart and you realy don't deserve to be sad or stressed you deserve to have anything you want and you deserve all the happiness and love in the world i love you so so much y/f/n y/m/n y/l/n
Y/n: i dont need everything as long as i have your love and as long as your mine i have all the happiness i need... I love you too Luca Schaefer Charlton
Luca: ughhhhh *he lays on the couch*
Y/n: whats wrong babe?
Luca:....
Y/n: babe? Answer meeeeee, your so mean
*he looks at you and winks*
Y/n: dont do that *you say blushing*
Luca: why not?
Y/n: because
*Luca winks again*
Y/n: really?
*he winks again but then he licks his lips then bites his bottom lip*
Y/n: luca what are you doing? *you start laughing*
Luca: honestly i dont know
Y/n: obviously
*he lays back om the couch flat on his back you lay ontop of him

                         Lucas POV

I really cant believe me and y/n are dating she just so beautiful and i get made fun of a lot so i dont know how shes with me i mean i hate my smile i have to wear glasses im litteraly a nerd and shes just so gorgeous ugh....
                        Your POV
Y/n: hey luca are you ok?
Luca: oh yeah
Y/n: ok...
Luca: hey baby
Y/n: yeah
Luca: why are you dating me? Why were you even friends with me? I mean im ugly and my hair is "too big" and im a nerd and i have glasses
Y/n: luca... You gotta stop talking about yourself like that and just stop listening to those people who talk crap about you they're just mad because they don't have what you have and there are thousands of girls that want you... shoot i want you and i already have you....you really dont know how much you actually mean to me
Luca: y/n... * he sheds a tear you hug him and he hugs back*
Luca: i-i-
Y/n: shhh you dont have to say anything *you guys just sit there holding eachother till you fall asleep*
                   ~in your dream~
You are on the couch and you wake up and lucas gone your start freaking out so you go check the bathroom and the kitchen and hes not there so you go upstairs and go to his room
Y/n: LUCA! LUCA! NO LUCA WHAT HAPPENED!! COME ON STAY WITH ME BABY!!
*at that point you were at a loss for words he was just covered in blood he was stabbed you couldnt even speak anymore you felt so numb you had lost him you had just lost the love of your life your boyfriend your everything your best friend you jist sat there everything getting blurry you couldn't see through the tears they were streaming down your face like a waterfall your heart was completely broken you didnt move you couldn't move you didnt want to move..... You were shaking and crying you had ran to the bathroom you starting throwing stuff searching for something looking for something snd you found a razor broke it and took out the blade you look at it and quickly slit your wrist not once not twice but enough to where there was no more room on your arms for more cuts you were dizzy you fell to the floor your vision was blurry everything was black you were trying to keep your eyes open but you look out of the door and you see luca on the floor still then you quit trying and just shut your eyes
                  ~end of dream~
                    
A/n: hope everyone enjoyed this