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"I grin when hurting,
I'm my own worst enemy,
Alone with others.

I find I can't sleep,
I feel helpless no escape,
My worries wake me.

I want to speak it,
I cannot just explain it,
I feel I'm broken.

I feel like I don't
Deserve what I have. I fear
Everyone will leave.

I don't understand
Why people like me. I can't
See why. I'm needy.

I want to share it
But I dont want to lose you
'Cause my thoughts scare me.

I need to stay strong.
If not it will get me.
I smile when broken.

Will you understand?
This is not a cry for help.
This is just the truth.

I just want to die,
I don't want to kill myself,
I just want it to end.

I can not say it,
Keep it all inside myself,
Depression has me."

-Matthew Markson

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