She's hiding in her bedroom
her blood splattered on the floor
her blade in her hand
her back to the door
she has a reason you know there’s a voice in her head
saying ‘you're not good enough’
saying ‘you deserve to be dead’
she looks in the mirror and bursts into tears
the voice comes again pounding in her ears
‘you deserve all of this, every single cut, you deserve to die you stupid little slut’
you're right she thought to herself I deserve it all,
I don’t deserve to be here all I need is one big fall
she went to write a note but she threw them in the bin
words could never describe how she let the voices in,
‘do it you fat ugly cow’ she stepped onto the ledge she had to do it now
it taunts her when she's lying in her bed
it screams bad thoughts and whispers lies in her head
she took a breath all she wants is silence
her own mind back the only answer is violence
now she knows that as long as her heart is beating the voice would be there always repeating
no one ever heard
she's quiet as mice s
he finally got her silence but
her life was the price
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self harm / depression quotes and poems
Randoma series of quotes, poems, songs on self harm and depression, may be triggering. So I've passed the limit so I'm starting a new one
