i guess this is writing???

colorblind thoughts

My brain has its own form of colorblindness

Refusing to see anything other than monochromatic shades of black or white

You're either something that i cannot possibly be around another minute

Or i don't want you to leave

It can go from content

To barely controlled anger

In a matter of seconds

But what's worse

Splitting or depersonalizing

How am i supposed to know when i mix them as often as others mix their drinks?

How can my own thought process be just as flawed as my vision?

How am i supposed to tell whether you hate me or not?

How do i think in anything other than extremes?