Lately I've been wearing more black and grey coloured clothes and wearing darker makeup. I trying to explore my gothic side, of which is something I've always been into. But the thing is that my family keep asking if its because I watch ... on youtube or because I watch ... TV shows. I keep having to explain that I've always been interested, and that it's only now that I've had the courage and the means to actually go for it. I just wish they would stop seeing it as sudden. They know I like dark and mysterious things, but why is it that when I actually go for it, it's "unexpected"?
